rather depressing...
It's downright humiliating when you consider what a failure I've been at making friends. Jon and Tara. Ken and Sarah. Julie and Meg. The Mels. All people I thought I got along with- and now they won't give me the time of day. Worst part is, I never see it coming.
I must be a real scumbag. But, then, how did I land such a wonderful girlfriend? She's so damned good to me- I love her, and she loves me too. How does it work? How is it that everybody I run into winds up hating me, except this girl, this wonderful, beautiful woman, whom I worship like a goddess? I don't understand. I don't know what I did to piss everybody off. I don't know why they won't forgive me after I've apologized. I don't know why it's inevitable. And I don't know how I manage to hang on to Her. Fate? Am I cursed, and blessed? Did I just happen to luck out, and the best girl on Earth happens to like assholes?
I dunno. Back to Final Fantasy, I suppose- at least there I know that people won't suddenly become the enemy midfight, unless I've done something wrong.
I must be a real scumbag. But, then, how did I land such a wonderful girlfriend? She's so damned good to me- I love her, and she loves me too. How does it work? How is it that everybody I run into winds up hating me, except this girl, this wonderful, beautiful woman, whom I worship like a goddess? I don't understand. I don't know what I did to piss everybody off. I don't know why they won't forgive me after I've apologized. I don't know why it's inevitable. And I don't know how I manage to hang on to Her. Fate? Am I cursed, and blessed? Did I just happen to luck out, and the best girl on Earth happens to like assholes?
I dunno. Back to Final Fantasy, I suppose- at least there I know that people won't suddenly become the enemy midfight, unless I've done something wrong.