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Sooo latly alot of things have been going through my head.
And they are taking me in all different directions.
Ive been very thoughful.
Ive also been moving around longisland alot latly, doing alot of different things.
Basically just having a fun time with some of my best friends.
Ive been noticing a few things though constantly being out latly.
Its about People and the relationships they hold with others.
Eventually it seems that it all just falls apart in time.
Im seeing this with myself.
Some of my closest friends,
And im currently witnessing this with people in general at their jobs, homes etc.
Everyone is at eachothers throats over time and it seems that time starts to take its tolll on people after a while.
Some of my closest friends have been constantly ranting about how they cant stand eachother.
Everytime i go out recently i see people fighting over completely stupid things.
A perfect example is like last night at the Fair i was at one of the works mad a stupid little mistake, and another fellow worker like jumped down his throat screaming at him, leading the 1st worker to eventually quit.
That is one example of Severed Ties, that i am seeing recently.
I will be completely honest, with myself i see this happening in relationships that have to do with me and girls.
Im sick of being the only person to make the effort in a relationship, i thing both people involved should make an equal effort.
I always have to call, im or make the communication effort first.
Fuck that.
From now on its gonna take girls alot to prove themselves to me.
Im done with giving my all into any realtionship for everything in the end to just turn to shit.
My grandmother has reccently been in and out of the hospital latly with alot of problems. Hopefullly everything turns out alright, growning up i was very close with her. Shes probly one of the most important people to me in my life. I havent seen her really that much latly, before this whole hospital thing, and i should really go see her soon, which i probly will wined up doing tomorrow night. It seems that she isnt doing to well and there is a good chance she may heal, but there is also a equal chance she may die. I really dont want to see her soo drained of life, but i do want to get to see her just incase of anything. I beleive death is basically just another example of relationships being built just to fall apart. Alot of things are influencing my thoughts latly, And i just wanted to post this entry on here to share my thoughs on relationships in general. These all are just thoughts that have been going through my head.
And they are taking me in all different directions.
Ive been very thoughful.
Ive also been moving around longisland alot latly, doing alot of different things.
Basically just having a fun time with some of my best friends.
Ive been noticing a few things though constantly being out latly.
Its about People and the relationships they hold with others.
Eventually it seems that it all just falls apart in time.
Im seeing this with myself.
Some of my closest friends,
And im currently witnessing this with people in general at their jobs, homes etc.
Everyone is at eachothers throats over time and it seems that time starts to take its tolll on people after a while.
Some of my closest friends have been constantly ranting about how they cant stand eachother.
Everytime i go out recently i see people fighting over completely stupid things.
A perfect example is like last night at the Fair i was at one of the works mad a stupid little mistake, and another fellow worker like jumped down his throat screaming at him, leading the 1st worker to eventually quit.
That is one example of Severed Ties, that i am seeing recently.
I will be completely honest, with myself i see this happening in relationships that have to do with me and girls.
Im sick of being the only person to make the effort in a relationship, i thing both people involved should make an equal effort.
I always have to call, im or make the communication effort first.
Fuck that.
From now on its gonna take girls alot to prove themselves to me.
Im done with giving my all into any realtionship for everything in the end to just turn to shit.
My grandmother has reccently been in and out of the hospital latly with alot of problems. Hopefullly everything turns out alright, growning up i was very close with her. Shes probly one of the most important people to me in my life. I havent seen her really that much latly, before this whole hospital thing, and i should really go see her soon, which i probly will wined up doing tomorrow night. It seems that she isnt doing to well and there is a good chance she may heal, but there is also a equal chance she may die. I really dont want to see her soo drained of life, but i do want to get to see her just incase of anything. I beleive death is basically just another example of relationships being built just to fall apart. Alot of things are influencing my thoughts latly, And i just wanted to post this entry on here to share my thoughs on relationships in general. These all are just thoughts that have been going through my head.