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Apr 05, 2009 11:03

i listen to every car passing. it certainly doesn't make time go faster, but it seems like everything has stopped anyways so it doesn't really matter. concluding this, and i am lost - i don't seem to understand where it all came from but i know that it's my own fault. it always is and if i don't see it, someone will definitely let me know.
it's just the way it works i guess.
this is a destructive vegetative state, the extended visit. the pit of my stomach fills with resentment and it rises until it spews out of my mouth and i wipe it with the back of my hand. it seems that arrogance is your true religion and all i did was believe in you.
ha, it's always the same.
and now what?
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