Falling Short Sucks.
Doesn't it suck when you've felt like you've been literally, and I mean literally feeling you've been jumping through hoops trying to get your job right, in my case, designs, and after all of it all you get is more or less a, "Hay, sige na nga pwede na yan." ("Well, I guess this will have to do.")?
Yeah, lol. Apparently it sucks enough to make me blog about it. Hahaha. (On the upside - blog revival? :)))
Aaaanyway. Yeah, I'll get over it. For the most part, I think sometimes they're just kidding. Maybe. Possibly. I think. Again, basically, making you feel like you've fallen short even after you went through all those efforts sucks major ass. Mostly because it makes me wonder if I'm not as competent or creative a designer as I thought, or would like to be. I mean realistically and maybe optimistically speaking I can only consider myself to be a smidge-above-decent if not just-really-decent designer and if I'm (accidentally) made to feel I'm actually lower than that --- well I've already repeated the word thrice already so I guess I could skip mentioning that again.
So, sorry for the rainy cloud comeback there, blog (and/or whoever else is possibly still following my blog) I guess I just needed to vent. And telling one's self that she is still young and learning and on her way to getting there, or plurk's format doesn't always cut it.
Oh, look, time to go. Bye!
P.S.
I just think it's awesome how I blogged again on Friday the 13th. Hahaha. /easily amused demmet
Yeah, lol. Apparently it sucks enough to make me blog about it. Hahaha. (On the upside - blog revival? :)))
Aaaanyway. Yeah, I'll get over it. For the most part, I think sometimes they're just kidding. Maybe. Possibly. I think. Again, basically, making you feel like you've fallen short even after you went through all those efforts sucks major ass. Mostly because it makes me wonder if I'm not as competent or creative a designer as I thought, or would like to be. I mean realistically and maybe optimistically speaking I can only consider myself to be a smidge-above-decent if not just-really-decent designer and if I'm (accidentally) made to feel I'm actually lower than that --- well I've already repeated the word thrice already so I guess I could skip mentioning that again.
So, sorry for the rainy cloud comeback there, blog (and/or whoever else is possibly still following my blog) I guess I just needed to vent. And telling one's self that she is still young and learning and on her way to getting there, or plurk's format doesn't always cut it.
Oh, look, time to go. Bye!
P.S.
I just think it's awesome how I blogged again on Friday the 13th. Hahaha. /easily amused demmet