Oct 08, 2007 15:41
this isn't the original one, but it's just something else that was on my mind...
i got a hole in my heart from where your eye shot me down. i can't take this pain, and i'm sorry for doing you wrong. i feel like shit and i feel like i owe you everything. the distance is killing me and everytime i come back i get more and more blue. if i was there with you i'd give you what you needed. i'd say my couat down in the puddle for you to walk over, maybe even make you breakfast in bed. i know we're young, too young, but it's all your fault for stealing me over. you know that i love you, and the only thing holding me back from getting in too deep is the 300 mile I-40 stretch of road. you're lucky i'm so far away or i'd be on your door step every night. i hope i didn't hurt whatever we had, i already feel bad because i felt like i have, but who knows...
i'm a sensitive man, probably more than most, maybe even more than you.
i wish i could let go eaiser.
i wish i wasn't so blue, but the blues are a part of me and they always will be.
i'm sorry for oing overboard that time, i think we would have had a better time together if i hadn't done that, and i'm really angry with myself actually. i feel like i'm falling IN love with you, but i'm holding myself back so noone gets hurt, i can't do it now and i'm sure you can't either.
lets keep it simple.
you're a beautiful girl, you have to run free. all those other boys will get bad if you're with me, thats another reason i guess...heh.
you know you've never left me mind since the day that we met. i doubt you et as blue as me, but i wouldn't know. at least you have long term friends to keep your mind free.
i don't know whether i should keep calling you or forget about you completely. i'll be blue either way, and you mean to much to me to forget about you, so i'm kinda stuck.
i'm not blue all the time, but i get into my moods.
when you said those two words my eyes swelled and rained, you got me in a mind twist and then came the pain.
if you ever read this don't show anyone please.
i'm sorry.