BITCHES! (and I don't say that meaning every girl)
Last night at Brittany's party, Ashley asked me if I would take LJ pictures for her, and I was like "sure, but I don't even use LJ anymore." now, I'm sure you're all aware that I've "quit" LJ...I have to be honest w/ you even though it may seem like I haven't...I use to be on this thing a lot reading other people's shit and commenting and all sorts of crap, and occasionally I'll come back to read all the stupid shit I've posted just so I can keep myself from acting up like a damn fool again...last night was a really great night all the way through, every little bit of the time was perfect...I feel like I broke down some imaginary barriers and made a better bond amongst everyone...I'm not afraid to hide things anymore, and I am certainly NOT a hypocrit...nothing bad happened at all last night...everything was perfect...I'm just saying for my own self.
anyways...I'm back again only for the same exact shit from last time, and I just want it here so I can remember how fucking dumb this shit is and so I can ask myself "why?"...this just goes to show that desperation kills anyone...even me!...and yeah, it sucks, and we all deal w/ it one way or the other/here & there, but w/e...you know it's bad when you're acting like this person...
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:00 PM]: Hey Sky.
Only1Sky87 [10:00 PM]: hi
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:00 PM]: whats up?
Only1Sky87 [10:03 PM]: nm, a little busy...you?
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:04 PM]: kinda tired.
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:04 PM]: lol i saw you at hot topic and lacey came in and she started talking to you and it was so funny cause shes sos dumb and i dont think u know her but shes really weird
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:04 PM]: and i looked at her like wtf do you even know sky lol
Only1Sky87 [10:05 PM]: she's been talking to me for like a year since she saw me while I was working
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:05 PM]: great.
Only1Sky87 [10:05 PM]: no, it isn't
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:06 PM]: shes kinda weird and when she told u to bite your lip
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:06 PM]: woh
Only1Sky87 [10:09 PM]: ...yeah
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:10 PM]: yeah you probably think im weird so.
Only1Sky87 [10:11 PM]: ok
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: thanks.
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: sorry im not in a good mood
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: my boyfriend just died and well
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: you dont wanna hear it
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: sorry
Only1Sky87 [10:12 PM]: no, I don't wanna hear it so, w/e
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:12 PM]: bye
Only1Sky87 [10:12 PM]: bye
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:12 PM]: sorry for being bitchy sky
...alright, it didn't seem that desperate, but truthfully around the corner it was on it's way if you read the shit from last time.
now...here's where I ask the "why?"...WHY can't I just have A beautiful,cool,smart/intelligent,fun,intellectual,crafty,artistic,indie girl?
...idk, but I'm seriously sick of the dumb desperate bitches like that one who just bug me all the time over stupid shit...at work,at school,on the computer...WTF?
other than that this weekend has been great...everything about the party last night was great from the people to just the time of the day...I was really happy, and to be honest...I guess I feel more close w/ a lot of those people now since I hung around all of them in my boxers :P lol, yeah, I dressed up as a flasher, and I loved it...I think I'm gonna do it at school on tuesday...I'm gonna think about that one first.
I slept outside for the first time last night...it was insane, but really interesting...I would've enjoyed it more if the weather was more fair...I still liked it a lot though...and watching the sunrise in Brittany's backyard just made me even more complete in a way...it was beautiful to just see the things I never find time to see, and watching it there at that time was just so amazing.
I'm tired...PEACE!
anyways...I'm back again only for the same exact shit from last time, and I just want it here so I can remember how fucking dumb this shit is and so I can ask myself "why?"...this just goes to show that desperation kills anyone...even me!...and yeah, it sucks, and we all deal w/ it one way or the other/here & there, but w/e...you know it's bad when you're acting like this person...
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:00 PM]: Hey Sky.
Only1Sky87 [10:00 PM]: hi
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:00 PM]: whats up?
Only1Sky87 [10:03 PM]: nm, a little busy...you?
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:04 PM]: kinda tired.
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:04 PM]: lol i saw you at hot topic and lacey came in and she started talking to you and it was so funny cause shes sos dumb and i dont think u know her but shes really weird
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:04 PM]: and i looked at her like wtf do you even know sky lol
Only1Sky87 [10:05 PM]: she's been talking to me for like a year since she saw me while I was working
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:05 PM]: great.
Only1Sky87 [10:05 PM]: no, it isn't
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:06 PM]: shes kinda weird and when she told u to bite your lip
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:06 PM]: woh
Only1Sky87 [10:09 PM]: ...yeah
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:10 PM]: yeah you probably think im weird so.
Only1Sky87 [10:11 PM]: ok
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: thanks.
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: sorry im not in a good mood
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: my boyfriend just died and well
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: you dont wanna hear it
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:11 PM]: sorry
Only1Sky87 [10:12 PM]: no, I don't wanna hear it so, w/e
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:12 PM]: bye
Only1Sky87 [10:12 PM]: bye
AmanduhhxPLEASE [10:12 PM]: sorry for being bitchy sky
...alright, it didn't seem that desperate, but truthfully around the corner it was on it's way if you read the shit from last time.
now...here's where I ask the "why?"...WHY can't I just have A beautiful,cool,smart/intelligent,fun,intellectual,crafty,artistic,indie girl?
...idk, but I'm seriously sick of the dumb desperate bitches like that one who just bug me all the time over stupid shit...at work,at school,on the computer...WTF?
other than that this weekend has been great...everything about the party last night was great from the people to just the time of the day...I was really happy, and to be honest...I guess I feel more close w/ a lot of those people now since I hung around all of them in my boxers :P lol, yeah, I dressed up as a flasher, and I loved it...I think I'm gonna do it at school on tuesday...I'm gonna think about that one first.
I slept outside for the first time last night...it was insane, but really interesting...I would've enjoyed it more if the weather was more fair...I still liked it a lot though...and watching the sunrise in Brittany's backyard just made me even more complete in a way...it was beautiful to just see the things I never find time to see, and watching it there at that time was just so amazing.
I'm tired...PEACE!