I'm really said people. I mean I know I'm normally sad a lot but lastnight killed me... I was happy having fun and then BAM!!!! I see a picture of my mom and I damn near started bawling. Its always there... The sadness of missing her, everytime I see someone elses mother... But right now I'm doing everything I can to NOT cry. I miss her so much right now people.... I want my mommy guys. I feel like such a shitty son because I haven't even visit her grave in....YEARS, damn it I'm crying now. I just wish I could hug her one more time.... Tell her how much I love her and miss her....
This is her at a concert or something in Miami...I love you and miss you everyday... I wish you where here!