Me again.....
So I know I've said this before and I'm saying it again and it probably won't be the last time. I hate women... All they do when your nice is lie to you... use you... and then break your heart.My last post I asked you all about what your dream was... well it seems I'll never have mine. Its not for a lack of trying, I do. I just don't think I can continue killing myself this way. I hate it so much.... I just want someone that won't do this... I mean I've gone for the normal ones... the nice ones... all types and with no luck. I guess I'm doomed to cry myself to sleep every night until I die. I hate opening up I hate caring I hate this feeling.... I don't want to cry anymore I don't want non of this... What am I going to do huh? Either kill myself or what to eventually die. Only choices I have. I was told once, when I said that the only reason I don't get girls was because I have nothing to offer them, that the right girl won't care what you have well I want all of you to know thats a bold face lie. I don't have anything to offer any girl so I'll always be alone... now and forever... I'm truly going to die alone... And that there makes me more depressed then ever because that is the true... I should just kill myself now save people the trouble of meeting me. Because I am nothing... and will always be nothing...