No Regrets [11/14]
Title:No Regrets
Author: Pat Patthe_popup_book and Hillyhikaruikiru
Rating:R just cuz...
Pairing:Ryte or Pete/Ryan (generally) Ryan/Jimmy Sullivan; Pete/Zacky
POV:1st person(Ryan Ross' POV)
Summary: Ryan Ross: He's underage, gay, and is falling for his boss. Panic at the Disco just got signed to Fueled by Ramen.
Disclaimer:Don't own, don't know, don't sue.
Author Notes:yay! this was written a long ass time ago by me and my friend...
Part 1|Part 2|Part 3|Part 4|Part 5| Part 6|Part 7|Part 8|Part 9|Part 10
Chapter 11
I think people caught on at school that that girl and I were not going out. They had caught her frenching some other girl. Also, throughout the year they saw Jimmy pick me up from school. Today was no different as I step inside Jimmy’s car, he noted that I was a bit moody. Her doesn’t drive off immediately. He waits for me to speak to him. I wanted to tell him a lot of things like the fact that I still was in love with Pete. I loved him for putting up with me and everything. I know I’m a pain in the ass and very moody. Today is a good example of that.
I was somewhat angry at finding out that his roommate was going out with my Pete... although he’s not mine. I know he wants to know if I’m angry at him. I have to speak up to him and tell him what is wrong. I think this entire thing is wrong. I’m practically using Jimmy for the heartache I’m feeling towards Pete. I want to kill Zacky for even thinking of telling me what he said that day. I hate him...kinda...I don’t even know him yet. I look at Jimmy and try give him my best smile.
“It’s not you,” I say.
He nods and leans in to kiss me. I kiss him back with little effort. He notices and gives me a worried look.
“Do you regret having sex with me? Ever since that day-”
I kiss him again to stop his words. I don’t do things I don’t mean I seriously don’t regret Jimmy. He’s been the best thing to happen to me since Pete.
“I don’t regret anything I do with you ever. I’m just surprised to find out that Zacky is going out with my ex boyfriend.”
I receive a nod. He starts driving. I wanted to speak up and tell him all that was on my mind but I just didn’t know how to. I wanted to tell him my feelings about Pete and how I’m still brutally in love with him.
“I never got completely over Pete.” I tell him.
I didn’t want him to interpret it wrong and say I never had feelings for him. I feel as strongly for Pete and Jimmy, but Pete is just…different. They were two different kinds of love there. I’m hoping Jimmy can understand and read between the lines of my messed up thoughts.
“I can understand where you’re coming from,” he says.
How could he understand? There is no way he’s going through what I’m going through. This actually might be the first time that me and him might be talking for real and it’s getting scary. I’m talking about what is on my mind and I’m sure that I’m hearing the real Jimmy right now.
“Zacky is my ex-boyfriend. I’m not completely over him either. I think I may be using you. Don’t get me wrong though. I love you, Ryan.”
“As do I,” I say. “I was slightly afraid of what you were going to say.”
“I was afraid of you actually.”
“There really was nothing to be afraid of, was there?”
“No...”
We go out to eat and then end back a the hotel. I was in such a horny mood when we get to the hotel. I wanted him to fuck me so hard. I pull him to the room quickly and attach myself to him. I swear that you would have to get a crowbar to get us apart. He lies me down on the bed and starts to take my clothes off. When we are completely naked, he begins to tease my cock. I feel him caress it making my voice crack as I moan out loud.
“God, Jimmy.”
I twist my hands in his hair and pull his lips to my own. I begin to push Jimmy away from me at the same time and push him down on his back. I wanted to try a different way of having sex. Perhaps a different position would feel better than just lying on my back. Jimmy doesn’t seem to question me.
“I’m guessing you want to control this.”
I grin and nod. This is going to be fun. I hear the door to the front open and know immediately that Zacky is home. That didn’t mean that I was just going to stop having sex with my boyfriend. If anything I wanted to scream Jimmy’s name as loudly as I could. Perhaps I could get Zacky jealous that I have his ex boyfriend. I run my hands all over Jimmy’s beautiful tattoos. Eventually I just lean over to the bedside table and grab the lube that was conveniently there for our use. I squeeze the substance into my hand and set it back on the table. I move my hand to my ass and start to insert fingers into my ass. It didn’t hurt as much since I was doing it to myself and I could easily anticipate the pain. I moan out as I feel my tips brush over my prostate.
“God that was so fucking hot,” Jimmy says.
His hand was on his cock running it up and down getting off at my display. I remove my fingers and with the lube that was still in my hand I start to caress his dick like I would if I was to give him a hand job. I straddle his hips and position myself over his cock. I was ready to take him. I settle down slowly on top of him. I didn’t realize how much contact I would get until he was completely inside me. I saw his jaw slack as I did this as well. I stop immediately and rest my head on his shoulder. He was kissing my neck.
“Are you okay, baby?” he asks me.
I sit up on him and nod. “Yeah...I’m fine.”
He starts to move and I flinch and hiss slightly.
“God, don’t move right now. I really have to get used to this.”
After a while and I sit up kissing him gently as I move my hips slowly. His jaw slacks again and I smile knowing that I’m giving his good pleasure. His hands rest on my hips and he bucks up in to me hitting my prostate dead on.
“Fuck, Jimmy.”
He lets me move my own way and eventually he begins to stroke my dick in the same time of my movements. I move faster and eventually to scream out his name. I was in the best pleasure of my life.
“I’m close,” he tells me.
“I am too. Let’s...together.”
We both let go at the same time and then I get off of him breathing hard. That was simply amazing and I’m definitely going to be doing that more often. Now that we knew each other’s real intentions, it put a strain on our relationship, but it was also fun.
We get decent and go to cuddle on the couch. Jimmy is sure to whisper sweet nothings every time Zacky was near. And I was sure to respond in a seductive way.
“That was seriously good sex. You are the best fuck ever.”
I laugh a bit. “I am your slut after all.”
We said that as Zacky came out of his room. He seemed slightly frustrated. I bet he got off on our sex. I giggle as the thought and try conversation with Zacky.
“Hey, Zacky. You look kinda out of it. Something wrong?”
“No. It was hard to concentrate on my tabs with you yelling Jimmy’s name.”
I start to giggle a bit. “I’m sorry, but not as much as you want me to be.”
“Maybe you should have the decency to not have sex while I’m here,” he snaps.
“What, did you get off?”
“Oh yeah… I sure got off hearing my ex and his new boyfriend having sex in the next room.” I could hear the sarcasm coming from his tongue. “Like I’m really that desperate. I do have a boyfriend of my own after all.”
“Well, I don’t tell you anything when you…” I pause. I didn’t want to think of them fucking.
“What? Fuck Pete?”
Jimmy jumps in. “Alright… no need to try kill each other.”
He gives Zacky a small look before returning his attention on to me. He leads me out and takes me home. During our ride home, he was laughing.
“You made Zacky so jealous.” I grin. “I’m thinking that after a few more times, Zacky will want me.”
“Thanks for stepping in when you did.”
“You’re welcome.”
“Pete’s a sensitive subject for me.” Before I get out of the car, I am sure to kiss him deeply. “I love you, Jimmy.”
“I love you too, Ryan.”
Author: Pat Patthe_popup_book and Hillyhikaruikiru
Rating:R just cuz...
Pairing:Ryte or Pete/Ryan (generally) Ryan/Jimmy Sullivan; Pete/Zacky
POV:1st person(Ryan Ross' POV)
Summary: Ryan Ross: He's underage, gay, and is falling for his boss. Panic at the Disco just got signed to Fueled by Ramen.
Disclaimer:Don't own, don't know, don't sue.
Author Notes:yay! this was written a long ass time ago by me and my friend...
Part 1|Part 2|Part 3|Part 4|Part 5| Part 6|Part 7|Part 8|Part 9|Part 10
Chapter 11
I think people caught on at school that that girl and I were not going out. They had caught her frenching some other girl. Also, throughout the year they saw Jimmy pick me up from school. Today was no different as I step inside Jimmy’s car, he noted that I was a bit moody. Her doesn’t drive off immediately. He waits for me to speak to him. I wanted to tell him a lot of things like the fact that I still was in love with Pete. I loved him for putting up with me and everything. I know I’m a pain in the ass and very moody. Today is a good example of that.
I was somewhat angry at finding out that his roommate was going out with my Pete... although he’s not mine. I know he wants to know if I’m angry at him. I have to speak up to him and tell him what is wrong. I think this entire thing is wrong. I’m practically using Jimmy for the heartache I’m feeling towards Pete. I want to kill Zacky for even thinking of telling me what he said that day. I hate him...kinda...I don’t even know him yet. I look at Jimmy and try give him my best smile.
“It’s not you,” I say.
He nods and leans in to kiss me. I kiss him back with little effort. He notices and gives me a worried look.
“Do you regret having sex with me? Ever since that day-”
I kiss him again to stop his words. I don’t do things I don’t mean I seriously don’t regret Jimmy. He’s been the best thing to happen to me since Pete.
“I don’t regret anything I do with you ever. I’m just surprised to find out that Zacky is going out with my ex boyfriend.”
I receive a nod. He starts driving. I wanted to speak up and tell him all that was on my mind but I just didn’t know how to. I wanted to tell him my feelings about Pete and how I’m still brutally in love with him.
“I never got completely over Pete.” I tell him.
I didn’t want him to interpret it wrong and say I never had feelings for him. I feel as strongly for Pete and Jimmy, but Pete is just…different. They were two different kinds of love there. I’m hoping Jimmy can understand and read between the lines of my messed up thoughts.
“I can understand where you’re coming from,” he says.
How could he understand? There is no way he’s going through what I’m going through. This actually might be the first time that me and him might be talking for real and it’s getting scary. I’m talking about what is on my mind and I’m sure that I’m hearing the real Jimmy right now.
“Zacky is my ex-boyfriend. I’m not completely over him either. I think I may be using you. Don’t get me wrong though. I love you, Ryan.”
“As do I,” I say. “I was slightly afraid of what you were going to say.”
“I was afraid of you actually.”
“There really was nothing to be afraid of, was there?”
“No...”
We go out to eat and then end back a the hotel. I was in such a horny mood when we get to the hotel. I wanted him to fuck me so hard. I pull him to the room quickly and attach myself to him. I swear that you would have to get a crowbar to get us apart. He lies me down on the bed and starts to take my clothes off. When we are completely naked, he begins to tease my cock. I feel him caress it making my voice crack as I moan out loud.
“God, Jimmy.”
I twist my hands in his hair and pull his lips to my own. I begin to push Jimmy away from me at the same time and push him down on his back. I wanted to try a different way of having sex. Perhaps a different position would feel better than just lying on my back. Jimmy doesn’t seem to question me.
“I’m guessing you want to control this.”
I grin and nod. This is going to be fun. I hear the door to the front open and know immediately that Zacky is home. That didn’t mean that I was just going to stop having sex with my boyfriend. If anything I wanted to scream Jimmy’s name as loudly as I could. Perhaps I could get Zacky jealous that I have his ex boyfriend. I run my hands all over Jimmy’s beautiful tattoos. Eventually I just lean over to the bedside table and grab the lube that was conveniently there for our use. I squeeze the substance into my hand and set it back on the table. I move my hand to my ass and start to insert fingers into my ass. It didn’t hurt as much since I was doing it to myself and I could easily anticipate the pain. I moan out as I feel my tips brush over my prostate.
“God that was so fucking hot,” Jimmy says.
His hand was on his cock running it up and down getting off at my display. I remove my fingers and with the lube that was still in my hand I start to caress his dick like I would if I was to give him a hand job. I straddle his hips and position myself over his cock. I was ready to take him. I settle down slowly on top of him. I didn’t realize how much contact I would get until he was completely inside me. I saw his jaw slack as I did this as well. I stop immediately and rest my head on his shoulder. He was kissing my neck.
“Are you okay, baby?” he asks me.
I sit up on him and nod. “Yeah...I’m fine.”
He starts to move and I flinch and hiss slightly.
“God, don’t move right now. I really have to get used to this.”
After a while and I sit up kissing him gently as I move my hips slowly. His jaw slacks again and I smile knowing that I’m giving his good pleasure. His hands rest on my hips and he bucks up in to me hitting my prostate dead on.
“Fuck, Jimmy.”
He lets me move my own way and eventually he begins to stroke my dick in the same time of my movements. I move faster and eventually to scream out his name. I was in the best pleasure of my life.
“I’m close,” he tells me.
“I am too. Let’s...together.”
We both let go at the same time and then I get off of him breathing hard. That was simply amazing and I’m definitely going to be doing that more often. Now that we knew each other’s real intentions, it put a strain on our relationship, but it was also fun.
We get decent and go to cuddle on the couch. Jimmy is sure to whisper sweet nothings every time Zacky was near. And I was sure to respond in a seductive way.
“That was seriously good sex. You are the best fuck ever.”
I laugh a bit. “I am your slut after all.”
We said that as Zacky came out of his room. He seemed slightly frustrated. I bet he got off on our sex. I giggle as the thought and try conversation with Zacky.
“Hey, Zacky. You look kinda out of it. Something wrong?”
“No. It was hard to concentrate on my tabs with you yelling Jimmy’s name.”
I start to giggle a bit. “I’m sorry, but not as much as you want me to be.”
“Maybe you should have the decency to not have sex while I’m here,” he snaps.
“What, did you get off?”
“Oh yeah… I sure got off hearing my ex and his new boyfriend having sex in the next room.” I could hear the sarcasm coming from his tongue. “Like I’m really that desperate. I do have a boyfriend of my own after all.”
“Well, I don’t tell you anything when you…” I pause. I didn’t want to think of them fucking.
“What? Fuck Pete?”
Jimmy jumps in. “Alright… no need to try kill each other.”
He gives Zacky a small look before returning his attention on to me. He leads me out and takes me home. During our ride home, he was laughing.
“You made Zacky so jealous.” I grin. “I’m thinking that after a few more times, Zacky will want me.”
“Thanks for stepping in when you did.”
“You’re welcome.”
“Pete’s a sensitive subject for me.” Before I get out of the car, I am sure to kiss him deeply. “I love you, Jimmy.”
“I love you too, Ryan.”