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well tommrow is my rehearsel at 9:30, im going to ride with melissa and her mom is taking us bc were both bad with directions, then at 7:00 graduation starts. i know im not going to miss the highschool drama and dress code, but in a way i will miss the tardies and iss and oss and all that. they say in middle school that once you enter highschool you wont be babied and blah blah but that is so not true, from douglas to bloomingdale, i got away with so much and suckered so many teachers into giving me better grades and letting me turn in shit the day before grades go in. now i am entering college where they dont care if we show up or not, what were wearing and wethere we decided to do the work. after 10:00 tommrow night it is my turn to become an adult and live in the "real world", and pay bills and do all that shit. i am glad but i am more scared, no more walking the hallway with friends no more "pep rallies" no more highschool, its weird, i can still rember my first day as a freshman in douglas an dmy first day as a junior in bloomingdale. i have come so far though and i am actrually graduating on time with all my credits, who would have thought, amanda blazek graduating on time! i am so proud of all my classmates and everyone everywhere for representing the class of 2005, there will never be another class like us. i have made so many friends and lost so many, i really only came out of highschool with two friends, one of them i just met this year, and we became so close and she has alway sbeen there and never talked shit or gossiped, mher name is melissa, the other is jessica and i cant believe i foudn someone who has the same exact personality as me. i will still talk to my other friends but it wont be the same, and im schocked im still close with jill and christina. you two are amazing, you went from girls to young women and throughtout everything we have still managed to stay close. i will never forget you two, and you will always be in my heart!