Oct 01, 2004 15:10
I didn't wanna tell you that you're different. You're not just another failure on my list. You won't be just another song. You were to me what no one else has really ever been before. It's not something I can really describe... so I won't try to.
And I lied a little when I said I never really noticed anything wrong you did. Of course I did. I coulda gotten upset about it. But no matter how bad anything could've made me feel, not having you around would have felt worse. So I let things go. Maybe that was dumb and naive of me, but what can I say... I'm dumb and naive.
Over all, I'm happier now than I would be had we stayed together with you unhappy. Relationships involve two people, and if they both don't wanna be there, it's not a relationship anymore.
I never went into it thinking about how or when it would end, though. I was just like you, doing what felt right. I had some people telling me to get out 'cause of what might happen. But I don't care what might happen. Sure, something bad might happen, but something good might happen to. If you stay out all together, you never get a chance for either. Things can be the same, but they can be different, too. I remember far far more good about you than I do bad, so I'm happy.
I hope you're happy, too.