New Life..
It's been a while since I last updated. Things have been interesting. I'm at Florida right now, living with Taylor and Amanda. We've all been together for a couple of months now. Were the "FUNNY FAMILY." I've had two jobs in telemarketing so far and i've quite both..lol.. Can't get a job and when I finally do I don't want it. I like Laurel (mom) a lot. She's a really awsome person, and Ben has been pretty nice too. Life is good right now, but they werent all that great before. Taylor and I had been geeting in so many fights, and life here seemed like hell, worst than home. We were really emotionaly screwing up Amanda (i'm sorry for the hell we put you throught manders). We also got in a hole bunch of fist fights and there was a point where I wanted to just pack-up and go back home. I was so depressed and i thought of nothing but death. I cried myself to sleep and constantly hurt myself. Amanda did too and Taylor seemed to just be holding in so much hate. You could see it in his eyes. God, when you looked into hs eyes you wished you were dead because you feared what was to come. I was so scared of him. Then he started to get sick mostly everynight and one noght he had major sezure and thats when it happened. He changed forgot almost 2 months of his life. Theres been times he dont even remeber Amanda or me. We get scared. We love him so much we dont ever wanna lose him. Amanda, her eyes tell you everything shes feeling. When he gets sick she gets so scared, her eyes get brown... and thats when she starts to tear. Now we've been good. He's changed, I've changed. We still fight but not as bad and we always apologize afterwards, and hug and shit.Yesterday was a bad day though cause we got in this really bad fist fight and now were super swore. well this is all i feel like writing at this moment so I'll update maybe later tonight.