Jul 17, 2006 01:31
hola! im sooo happy right now. im officially in the longest relationship ive ever been in lol (not that that is saying much but im proud of it all the same)...alots happen since the last entry but i can only recall the most recent stuff...lets see...i told my baby that i loved her and i know that she loves me too despite my faults which is frickin AWESOME lmao...nikki is basically apart of the family now. my mom calls her her "other daughter" and Christian likes her too...we all went to the movies the other day and it was like our first family outting...then later that day my mom got tipsy and started spewing all types of crazy crap (figuratively speaking lmao) but nothing too embarrassing...im currently talking to my roommate on line and shes all pissy at me cuz i never "talk to her anymore" and she says she doesnt want to be my bf anymore which im really indifferent about. she was tooo needy anyways lol, and the constant bitching is starting to get annoying...but back to my baby...today she told me that she "choose me" and i immediately knew what she was talking about. im glad that she has officially decided that she wants to be with me and it seems as though her ex is cool with it too. i just hope that nikki doesn't regret her decision, but all the same it feels good to be chosen lol...tonight i went through my girls cds and notice that we had alot of the same stuff...amaaazing lol...and i spent so much time with the music that i didnt fondle her as much as i usually do, which proves that im not all about the sex HA!!! but i do enjoy it, ALOT lmao...so yeah thats about it...and now for some lyrics!
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
A kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
~98 Degrees