Aug 13, 2013 09:51
Keep smiling and keep acting like I'm enjoying band practice because I look forward to the festival.
I enjoy the band practice. I just want the festival to be over with.
I think the ironic part is that I somewhere expect her to show up. That she's changed. That she's okay with me.
but then I remember that that's a child's unrealistic wish and... I don't know.
Keep smiling~