i'm trying

Nov 20, 2005 05:47

it's taking forever to get my act together, i just wanna wrestle, fail, so I can hurry up and die, already. just get your damn license, get a car, get your own place, is that so hard. why not me. Because your a loser, I tried to go out there and help you, but you blow it because your a loser. i accumulated all this shit to have something to do when i'm broke saving for wrestling school, paying bills, and eating. my body is right on schedule, but my brain is falling behind. 220lbs 6ft3in, pain is right on time gotta learn to ignore pain, i've gottin to like it, and enjoy it. now i have to ignore it, work through it, its not there, i'm going to work hurt tomorrow. should be fun, trying not to enjoy suffering in front of normal people my coworkers, smiling and laughing because your in pain, looks alittle off to normal people. oh well have a nice day,

Bang, bang
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