is it my turn yet?
ive realized that sitting around and waiting wont always work. you gotta go out and get some. but when the act of going out and gettin' some could possibly lead to rejection, im not so down anymore...actually, im completely detered.
"you gotta give some, to get some."
FUCK THAT.
i hate cute unattainable boys. however, funny enough, theyre the source to all of my crazed livejournal entries- which would be all of my livejournal entries. damn. but sometimes, wouldnt it be nice to turn your "wishful thinking" into a reality?...it IS too much to ask for, but since when did we only want something we had a luke-warm desire for? since when was it a sin to reach for the stars...
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so today, as i was telling megan how much i HATE this stupid godforsaken holiday(AKA Valentine's Day) i was shat on by a bird....go figure.
well that further adds to why i hate Valentine's Day....it only reminds me that im single and that theres a possible chance that i will get shat on.
heh.
speaking of getting shat on, technology ruins lives. all this texting, myspace, and AIM bullshit... its just so impersonal. all of this has allowed us to communicate on a level where cowardness becomes nonexistent and words in text are exactly that- words in text. Theres no getting around whats down on paper- you my friend have been locked down. We've basically screwed ourselves over. i for one, will make a pact with myself...i will no longer use texting as a form of communication in trying to spark a relationship. becuase once a relationship has started via technological bullshit, it will thrive on technological bullshit.
The phone call has somehow turned into the ultimate gesture. how? we let it be, thats how.
"you gotta give some, to get some."
FUCK THAT.
i hate cute unattainable boys. however, funny enough, theyre the source to all of my crazed livejournal entries- which would be all of my livejournal entries. damn. but sometimes, wouldnt it be nice to turn your "wishful thinking" into a reality?...it IS too much to ask for, but since when did we only want something we had a luke-warm desire for? since when was it a sin to reach for the stars...
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so today, as i was telling megan how much i HATE this stupid godforsaken holiday(AKA Valentine's Day) i was shat on by a bird....go figure.
well that further adds to why i hate Valentine's Day....it only reminds me that im single and that theres a possible chance that i will get shat on.
heh.
speaking of getting shat on, technology ruins lives. all this texting, myspace, and AIM bullshit... its just so impersonal. all of this has allowed us to communicate on a level where cowardness becomes nonexistent and words in text are exactly that- words in text. Theres no getting around whats down on paper- you my friend have been locked down. We've basically screwed ourselves over. i for one, will make a pact with myself...i will no longer use texting as a form of communication in trying to spark a relationship. becuase once a relationship has started via technological bullshit, it will thrive on technological bullshit.
The phone call has somehow turned into the ultimate gesture. how? we let it be, thats how.