my spelling/grammer is horrible today!
HELLO!!
im here.. nothing much has been going on.. umm.. lemme think..
working is awesome as always...
oh senior edwin came back and he's an ass.. but then he became normal.. but he's back at 'ass' statis.. so yea..
umm wendy used her magic powers and decided that i must have some retarted crush on him or something.. but if i really think about it.. i dont.. because for me to like someone right now it would actuall take a lot from both me and the other person.. and really edwin is way to much of an ass for me to like..
in other news.. the almighty kracker has come back for a lil while.. he came back because he was injured or something.. but he's leaving again on the 2nd so im kinda bummed. It's kinda funny tho because he confessed how much he loves me the other night and how the whole time he was training all he could think about was me and how we're gonna be together the moment he got back.. which i mean.. is really sweet.. and i mean i guess the kracker is such a sweet heart.. but i mean.. we have a history.. and we never last.. the first time we were together.. i mean.. i wasnt faithful.. i know i wasn't.. but we never saw eachother because i was always grounded and going to boot camp so i wasnt even allowed outside the house if it wasnt for parent purposes.. but i managed to get away with a lot of other things.. and he was just never there..
the second time we went out it lasted about.. oh i dunno.. 3 months.. and he cheated on me.. well yea.. he had some chick blow him.. it didnt bother me.. i was just upset that he told the whole world and neglected to tell me.. i found out anyway.. obviously.. and when he found out i couldnt of cared less i guess it bothered him and he broke up with me.. and again.. i didn't really care.
but now.. i dunno.. he seems so much more.. clean cut.. and honest.. and.. just different.. but i dont wanna have to go thru that whole thing agian with him just so in a few months im back to where i started..
then theres that whole fucking issue with edwin.. i mean.. i love him and all and he's a real good friend.. but.. GOD! i really cant stand the fact that people think we're going out! today i found out the my whole family thinks that we're going out.. and then i found out the other day.. and his while family and friends think we're going out too! i told him he had to set his side straight.. to which he responded.. "nah, let thim think whatever they wanna think.. besides.. since when did you care what people thought about you anyway?" i was so frustrated..
then to top it off.. today.. i called him to see if he wanted to go to disney land with wendy, anthony and muah and he started giving me all this shit! i told him that the only reason i was asking him was so i wouldnt go by myself.. and he started trying to play it off like he wanted to go.. unfornutatly i know him to well and i can tell when he wants to do something or not.. so after all his bullshit on why he really shouldnt go.. he finally told me that he was going to try.. which is "nope sorry" in edwin..
shit.. can you say long entry?
im here.. nothing much has been going on.. umm.. lemme think..
working is awesome as always...
oh senior edwin came back and he's an ass.. but then he became normal.. but he's back at 'ass' statis.. so yea..
umm wendy used her magic powers and decided that i must have some retarted crush on him or something.. but if i really think about it.. i dont.. because for me to like someone right now it would actuall take a lot from both me and the other person.. and really edwin is way to much of an ass for me to like..
in other news.. the almighty kracker has come back for a lil while.. he came back because he was injured or something.. but he's leaving again on the 2nd so im kinda bummed. It's kinda funny tho because he confessed how much he loves me the other night and how the whole time he was training all he could think about was me and how we're gonna be together the moment he got back.. which i mean.. is really sweet.. and i mean i guess the kracker is such a sweet heart.. but i mean.. we have a history.. and we never last.. the first time we were together.. i mean.. i wasnt faithful.. i know i wasn't.. but we never saw eachother because i was always grounded and going to boot camp so i wasnt even allowed outside the house if it wasnt for parent purposes.. but i managed to get away with a lot of other things.. and he was just never there..
the second time we went out it lasted about.. oh i dunno.. 3 months.. and he cheated on me.. well yea.. he had some chick blow him.. it didnt bother me.. i was just upset that he told the whole world and neglected to tell me.. i found out anyway.. obviously.. and when he found out i couldnt of cared less i guess it bothered him and he broke up with me.. and again.. i didn't really care.
but now.. i dunno.. he seems so much more.. clean cut.. and honest.. and.. just different.. but i dont wanna have to go thru that whole thing agian with him just so in a few months im back to where i started..
then theres that whole fucking issue with edwin.. i mean.. i love him and all and he's a real good friend.. but.. GOD! i really cant stand the fact that people think we're going out! today i found out the my whole family thinks that we're going out.. and then i found out the other day.. and his while family and friends think we're going out too! i told him he had to set his side straight.. to which he responded.. "nah, let thim think whatever they wanna think.. besides.. since when did you care what people thought about you anyway?" i was so frustrated..
then to top it off.. today.. i called him to see if he wanted to go to disney land with wendy, anthony and muah and he started giving me all this shit! i told him that the only reason i was asking him was so i wouldnt go by myself.. and he started trying to play it off like he wanted to go.. unfornutatly i know him to well and i can tell when he wants to do something or not.. so after all his bullshit on why he really shouldnt go.. he finally told me that he was going to try.. which is "nope sorry" in edwin..
shit.. can you say long entry?