wOw.
soo..i kno that i thought he was hott and everything..but wow. after i read her journal..i cant do anything with him. she has feelings for him. i dont. even if they are broken up, i kno that she is hurting for him. the way i have hurt for people. before i guess i was just seeing his point of view, about everything. and a guys version too. but now that i read that..it makes me see him more as the asshole that he is. how can he do that shit? how can he hurt her so much. god, before, i just wanted him to break up with her. now, if i could talk him into going back out with her, i definitely would. that makes me so sad. i feel soo bad. im so glad i never did anything with him.
IM MOVING. WE MOVED SUM STUFF YESTERDAY, WERE MOVING STUFF TODAY, TOMORROW, AND THEN THE BIG MOVE IS ON SATURDAY. ITS REALLY WEIRD THAT AFTER WAITING THIS LONG ITS FINALLY HERE. AND ITS WEIRD THAT I CRIED AND REFUSED TO PACK MY BEDROOM. PACKING ALL MY MEMORIES WITH DENNIS BURTON.
anyways. likee tuesday i called mike. and he called me back and we talked and were cool again. it made me so happy to talk to him and be friends like we were before. :) but..i was talking to chris and zack and they said that mike was tryna holla at erin (april wall's friend) or sumthin like that. and honestly it made me a lil jealous. hMm.. so i asked him if he liked her and he wouldnt answer my question. he was like why does it matter? and stuff like that. but it was because i thougth about that girl (and i already didnt like her from aprils lil party) and thinking about mike liking her. like I kno mike. me and mike have gone thru all that. and i dunno..i guess its also a lil protectiveness. just like im protective of dennis. and all my exbfs. i dunno. even tho there was always drama with me and mike, he was cool. and im so happy that im talkin to zack again. even tho it seems like we both have been lessed stressed not being friends, its really comforting to talk to sumone you kno, and who knos you, and sumone you spent like everyday with for what like 7 months? well i spent everyday with that group. but especially i got close with zack when me and dennis broke up. i dunno. theres sumthing about zack, even tho we dont get along too well, sumthing makes me want him to accept me. we had sum bombb times LOL. well anyways. im out. people are over.
IM MOVING. WE MOVED SUM STUFF YESTERDAY, WERE MOVING STUFF TODAY, TOMORROW, AND THEN THE BIG MOVE IS ON SATURDAY. ITS REALLY WEIRD THAT AFTER WAITING THIS LONG ITS FINALLY HERE. AND ITS WEIRD THAT I CRIED AND REFUSED TO PACK MY BEDROOM. PACKING ALL MY MEMORIES WITH DENNIS BURTON.
anyways. likee tuesday i called mike. and he called me back and we talked and were cool again. it made me so happy to talk to him and be friends like we were before. :) but..i was talking to chris and zack and they said that mike was tryna holla at erin (april wall's friend) or sumthin like that. and honestly it made me a lil jealous. hMm.. so i asked him if he liked her and he wouldnt answer my question. he was like why does it matter? and stuff like that. but it was because i thougth about that girl (and i already didnt like her from aprils lil party) and thinking about mike liking her. like I kno mike. me and mike have gone thru all that. and i dunno..i guess its also a lil protectiveness. just like im protective of dennis. and all my exbfs. i dunno. even tho there was always drama with me and mike, he was cool. and im so happy that im talkin to zack again. even tho it seems like we both have been lessed stressed not being friends, its really comforting to talk to sumone you kno, and who knos you, and sumone you spent like everyday with for what like 7 months? well i spent everyday with that group. but especially i got close with zack when me and dennis broke up. i dunno. theres sumthing about zack, even tho we dont get along too well, sumthing makes me want him to accept me. we had sum bombb times LOL. well anyways. im out. people are over.