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my lazieness is bothering me.
yesterday i took a mental health day and did some work from home, but mostly just watched californication. today i meant to go to studio as well, but i decided to spend all day researching situationism. blergg. at least now i have a concept for my studio project. actually, i think the professors are going to eat it up. hopefullly. plus i can go craaazy, which was my goal in studio this semester.
i have also been looking for internships here for summer...i want to stay here forever. at least as long as possible. it's hard because i feel like it's letting people at home down, but it just seems right to me? i have been very indecisive lately. it bothers me. i mean, i guess i've always been indecisive, but i'm just falling into a lot of situations that require me to be decisive and so it's clearer than ever. i'm flighty. it's my nature i think. i know thats not an excuse.
goddamn my room is cold. and now i'm restless because i've been in my room all day. dumb dumb dumb.
yesterday i took a mental health day and did some work from home, but mostly just watched californication. today i meant to go to studio as well, but i decided to spend all day researching situationism. blergg. at least now i have a concept for my studio project. actually, i think the professors are going to eat it up. hopefullly. plus i can go craaazy, which was my goal in studio this semester.
i have also been looking for internships here for summer...i want to stay here forever. at least as long as possible. it's hard because i feel like it's letting people at home down, but it just seems right to me? i have been very indecisive lately. it bothers me. i mean, i guess i've always been indecisive, but i'm just falling into a lot of situations that require me to be decisive and so it's clearer than ever. i'm flighty. it's my nature i think. i know thats not an excuse.
goddamn my room is cold. and now i'm restless because i've been in my room all day. dumb dumb dumb.