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ugh, i get sick and all i want to do is go back to the farm, back to the gross tan leather couch, and lie on it all day watching mindless tv while mom or dad occasionally call or if they are home bring me soup. sometimes i think back to when i had pneumonia in 7th grade and remember it as one of the best memories i have with my dad. we were both so sick. i missed a week and a half of school, and he missed two weeks of work. we rented old movies and watched them together the whole time. my favorite was desperately seeking susan. being sick with someone else makes being sick about a thousand times better.
right now i should be packing to go on a trip to bornholm, a little island that is supposed to be beautiful. but instead i am in bed with headache and fever and chills and sweats. i don't think i can go. which is awful because that is $200 down the drain. i thought i was getting better, so i didn't bother to fill my spot despite feeling sick the past two days. but now its clear that i would spend the whole weekend overly tired and overly emotional in some hostle bed with 5 other girls bound to catch whatever i am currently suffering from. i hope it's not mono or something awful.
at least this fever is a clear sign of what i should do.
right now i should be packing to go on a trip to bornholm, a little island that is supposed to be beautiful. but instead i am in bed with headache and fever and chills and sweats. i don't think i can go. which is awful because that is $200 down the drain. i thought i was getting better, so i didn't bother to fill my spot despite feeling sick the past two days. but now its clear that i would spend the whole weekend overly tired and overly emotional in some hostle bed with 5 other girls bound to catch whatever i am currently suffering from. i hope it's not mono or something awful.
at least this fever is a clear sign of what i should do.