Disappointment
Well I haven't written in forever and now I feel down so I'm updating after who know's how many months. But I'm in a bad mood so hopefully this makes it somewhat better...
So first off I didn't get my thing for the Navy. I think that me leaving West Point was what did it. So I just have to raise my GPA and apply later. It sort of sucks that this had to happen because I was really looking forward to the security that the Navy would offer me after I graduate. Its really tough to start to count on something and then it not come through. I am not the type of person that deals with rejection well because honestly I rarely get turned down for things I want. This year has been bad because not only did this just fall through but I wanted to be a supervisor for Intramural Sports and didn't get hired. So now I'm lost without a career goal. I changed to Mathematical Sciences so that I could do Cryptology and now that's not an option anymore. I'm a little bit lost right now.
Secondly, I've been planning on going to Las Vegas for probably a year for my 21st birthday. Well now it looks like no one is going to go with me so I'm going to either have to cancel my plans, find new friends, or go with my parents. None of those choices are what I wanted. So now I'm stuck...
So basically right now I'm in a major that doesn't have good job field when I get out, don't know what I want to do with my life, can't go party it away in vegas because people ditched out on me and now I'm left sitting here at my parents house in Hillsboro without a clue...
So first off I didn't get my thing for the Navy. I think that me leaving West Point was what did it. So I just have to raise my GPA and apply later. It sort of sucks that this had to happen because I was really looking forward to the security that the Navy would offer me after I graduate. Its really tough to start to count on something and then it not come through. I am not the type of person that deals with rejection well because honestly I rarely get turned down for things I want. This year has been bad because not only did this just fall through but I wanted to be a supervisor for Intramural Sports and didn't get hired. So now I'm lost without a career goal. I changed to Mathematical Sciences so that I could do Cryptology and now that's not an option anymore. I'm a little bit lost right now.
Secondly, I've been planning on going to Las Vegas for probably a year for my 21st birthday. Well now it looks like no one is going to go with me so I'm going to either have to cancel my plans, find new friends, or go with my parents. None of those choices are what I wanted. So now I'm stuck...
So basically right now I'm in a major that doesn't have good job field when I get out, don't know what I want to do with my life, can't go party it away in vegas because people ditched out on me and now I'm left sitting here at my parents house in Hillsboro without a clue...