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1. When I'm lonely and can't sleep, like tonight for example, I always think about why I wasn't worth keeping. Sometimes I try to convince myself that one day, like a fucking atom bomb going off in the passenger seat, they'll realize they are alone and wish I were with them. I guess that's stupid.
2. An old man pulled my hair, hard, because he thought it was fake. Then an old woman told me I look like a ballerina and the first thing I thought was "good, ballerinas are thin." I absolutely hate myself for thinking like that.
3. I was invited over an old friend's house for a little get together. When I got there a lot of skimpily dressed girls and sweaty shirtless guys were laying around in pools of their own vomit. I left.
4. I really wish I could think of better ways to let people know I care about them and am willing to help in any way I can. "I'm sorry" and "I'm here for you" just don't cut it. I'm not eloquent, but I am sincere.
2. An old man pulled my hair, hard, because he thought it was fake. Then an old woman told me I look like a ballerina and the first thing I thought was "good, ballerinas are thin." I absolutely hate myself for thinking like that.
3. I was invited over an old friend's house for a little get together. When I got there a lot of skimpily dressed girls and sweaty shirtless guys were laying around in pools of their own vomit. I left.
4. I really wish I could think of better ways to let people know I care about them and am willing to help in any way I can. "I'm sorry" and "I'm here for you" just don't cut it. I'm not eloquent, but I am sincere.