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I think I have a complete and total block against studying for tests. I feel like I shouldn't have to, maybe? that I should be smart enough to be able to do it without studying. Why can't I remember things like I used to? Did I do something to destroy my memory? Bleh. I think I'm also just really afraid to study, because it'll point out how much I still don't know. AND I have no self control. Last night I was set on getting a lot done, but what did I do instead? Gossip for at least an hour and a half. I can't stay away from the drama, man. It's like crack. It's interesting trying to figure out what's going on in people's heads. I don't know. Maybe I'll skip theory (because it's just fucking pointless stupid interpretations of Robert Frost that come out of thin air and have NO textual evidence. Mrs Yip would have a fit.) and study because it might be more productive. I should probably get out of my room though. Goddamn laptop is too seductive...