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hi ho!!! woots uup????????? well on friday Steve went for his road test and passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayayayaya! me soo proud of him!!.. it makes me sad too. I mean it took him 2 months,12 lessons, and 1 road test.
its taking me 3 yrs, 15 lessons, and 4 road tests and I still cant pass!!!! He gets a lot of practice in and drove everywhere. I dont have that luxury though. Since we only have one car for the 4 of us in the family, my dad takes it to work everyday, and he works everyday including weekends. i dont have anything to practice on. my brother is 22 and he doesnt even have a car. Im not gonna get my license ever, i know im not. Im not that smart of a person, I cant think for myself or do much. a lot of people r congratulating him, which they should!! there proud, and so am i!.. but it just makes me realize i cant do anything... between the SATs and colleges acceptences.... it makes me realize I dont know much and im kinda dumb and cant do anything. I can never understand anything.
well, monday i had to go to the butcher(dentist). im deathly afraid of the dentist. Steve took me. thank god i didnt have any cavities!!!! i never had a cavity in my life and never want to get one.
tuesday I had a placement test for mercy. I doubt im gonna get in there. the math wa shard for me. algebra, high school regents math. i cant do that. I mean i was brought up and taught to do all hs math and stuff on a calculator, u werent allowed to use one. how am i supposed to know how to do that stuff? i was never taught offhand. thats absurd. but i guess a lot of people know how to do it w/o a calculator since u couldnt use one, which makes me more dumb.
i was at work one time last week when max went to dog grooming. i misse dit!!! and i had the test yesterday 4 mercy and i missed him going to the vet1!!!.. not fair! im missing all the stepping stones in his life!
he went to the vet for shots and came home and had bumps and hives all over him. so the doctor said bring him back b/c he could go into shock. he came home buti hope he made it threw the night!!!!!!!!! :(
well... im gonna go take a showr or sumthing.
its taking me 3 yrs, 15 lessons, and 4 road tests and I still cant pass!!!! He gets a lot of practice in and drove everywhere. I dont have that luxury though. Since we only have one car for the 4 of us in the family, my dad takes it to work everyday, and he works everyday including weekends. i dont have anything to practice on. my brother is 22 and he doesnt even have a car. Im not gonna get my license ever, i know im not. Im not that smart of a person, I cant think for myself or do much. a lot of people r congratulating him, which they should!! there proud, and so am i!.. but it just makes me realize i cant do anything... between the SATs and colleges acceptences.... it makes me realize I dont know much and im kinda dumb and cant do anything. I can never understand anything.
well, monday i had to go to the butcher(dentist). im deathly afraid of the dentist. Steve took me. thank god i didnt have any cavities!!!! i never had a cavity in my life and never want to get one.
tuesday I had a placement test for mercy. I doubt im gonna get in there. the math wa shard for me. algebra, high school regents math. i cant do that. I mean i was brought up and taught to do all hs math and stuff on a calculator, u werent allowed to use one. how am i supposed to know how to do that stuff? i was never taught offhand. thats absurd. but i guess a lot of people know how to do it w/o a calculator since u couldnt use one, which makes me more dumb.
i was at work one time last week when max went to dog grooming. i misse dit!!! and i had the test yesterday 4 mercy and i missed him going to the vet1!!!.. not fair! im missing all the stepping stones in his life!
he went to the vet for shots and came home and had bumps and hives all over him. so the doctor said bring him back b/c he could go into shock. he came home buti hope he made it threw the night!!!!!!!!! :(
well... im gonna go take a showr or sumthing.