*i really need you tonight, forever's gunna start tonight

[the_only_remedy]

So i talked to my mom on wednesday on the phone for 2 hours.. and we didnt fight once.. that is the first time ive talked to her on the phone in 2 years.. weve talked on the net.. but not the phone. And i havent seen her in 3 years. It was great we had an amazing conversation.. like civil. It was great.. I am so happy I decided to call.

So on friday night I was the most hammered I have ever been in my life. I drank 3/4 of a 26er of Fireball Whisky, and I drink that shit straight, chase it with water (makes it not burn) Horrible, I am never drinking again.. yeah okay I know I will but still. I had fun with my friends and stuff.. but I feel like shit though cause Mike went to bed at 11:30pm and I stayed up till like 2.. I guess we went to bed and i got back up.. and he woke up through the night and i wasnt there... i feel horrible.. I dont remember alot. I swear though, I will never ever drink that much again...

This week is going to be crazy I am sure ill be back to late night posting trying to finish up assignments that I should have done a week ago. bah, i love it. (shhh.. not really)

i dont know what to say
when i look into your eyes
you wipe off the dirt
from my heart.