i ♥ summer days..
It's nice out today, that makes me happy. Not as nice as yesterday though I actually got to tan for a bit.. the sun just isnt as bright today.
So today I am starting weight watchers. I am kinda excited I really want to lose weight and Im not doing the best just by myself. Their point system seems like it helps. My friend went on it and she lost a ton of weight... like serious weight.
I just want to feel better about myself.. ive been pretty down lately. Its been hard on Mike and I because I feel so unattractive so therefor im not in the mood for anything sexual (TMI??lol) and then i get even worse.. Hes been awesome though, he really doesnt care he just wants me to be happy and if I want to lose weight he said he will too.. (and avoid eating mcdonalds around me.. lol.. *sighs* i love McD's..) Anyways Ill let you know how it goes.. I am meeting my friend Mel there at 2pm.
Oh and PS
I hate my job. I really really really do. Tomorrow I am handing out resumes so I can ditch this stupid ass job. Been there for 2 years and havent had a raise.. and ive trained half the other girls there and get paid the same as them *AHEM* MINIMUM WAGE *AHEM* and u want to know what they have me booked to work next week?!? i work Monday 4-9, Wed 4-9, Thurs 4-9, Fri 4-9 and Sat 7-4.... IS THAT NOT RETARDED!!??!?!?! I HATE 4-9s!! We have new people why cant they work the stupid shifts i had to work when I was new.... AHHHH I HATE IT!!!
Bah, i better go.
Wish me luck today!
So today I am starting weight watchers. I am kinda excited I really want to lose weight and Im not doing the best just by myself. Their point system seems like it helps. My friend went on it and she lost a ton of weight... like serious weight.
I just want to feel better about myself.. ive been pretty down lately. Its been hard on Mike and I because I feel so unattractive so therefor im not in the mood for anything sexual (TMI??lol) and then i get even worse.. Hes been awesome though, he really doesnt care he just wants me to be happy and if I want to lose weight he said he will too.. (and avoid eating mcdonalds around me.. lol.. *sighs* i love McD's..) Anyways Ill let you know how it goes.. I am meeting my friend Mel there at 2pm.
Oh and PS
I hate my job. I really really really do. Tomorrow I am handing out resumes so I can ditch this stupid ass job. Been there for 2 years and havent had a raise.. and ive trained half the other girls there and get paid the same as them *AHEM* MINIMUM WAGE *AHEM* and u want to know what they have me booked to work next week?!? i work Monday 4-9, Wed 4-9, Thurs 4-9, Fri 4-9 and Sat 7-4.... IS THAT NOT RETARDED!!??!?!?! I HATE 4-9s!! We have new people why cant they work the stupid shifts i had to work when I was new.... AHHHH I HATE IT!!!
Bah, i better go.
Wish me luck today!