*wicked game
I heard that song on the radio and its the first time ive heard it in ages. I downloaded it and its my theme song (for today anyways..lol)
I didnt end up dying my hair but it is all good. My commencement was awesome I got to see all of my friends who I havent seen in a long time. It was really good to see everyone again and catch up. It was this past friday and it was 3 hours long! It was rediculous how long, honestly. Remember how i fell down the stairs? Well yeah so my butt is a bit bruised and it hurt so bad sitting in these stupid wood chairs that are older than my grandparents grandparents... it was nuts. My dad has a bad back and unfortunetly he had to go sit in the car because he couldnt take it.
Mike and I have been really rocky lately and Im not liking it. I think we are okay now weve just been fighting alot for the past couple days so its been rough on us. I bombed my Psych midterm and i was really upset about it because Ive been pulling off 80s and high 70s in that class. Anyways he was telling me maybe I shouldnt party as much and should concentrate more on my schooling. Which is crazy because I drink on the weekend and he is always drinking with me. I also studied my ass off for that midterm but i just froze.. i hate exam anxiety. I dont go out even half as much as my friends do and I really miss out on alot of them fun.. but its okay because im not here to have fun im here to get good marks in my course and continue on with my career. BUT you have to have some fun sometimes or else i would have the biggest stick up my ass and it would suck for me and for everyone around me.
We got in a big fight about it he just wants me to do well, and i want to do well but he was trying to help me by being rude and I dont need that crap. I am not in school for anyone but myself and these marks are MY marks.. that will get me to MY career... and its MY money i would be wasting if i 'partied too much'. Anyways we talked about it this morning because I was still upset about how he acted lastnight. We are okay he apologized for being mean about it (he said he wasnt proud of me) and that he knows I can do better and that I will improve it and that he IS proud of me. Which means alot to me. Because ive been working my ass off and I have been trying my best.
Anyways, I was up really late lastnight worrying about stupid shit. Sometimes I wish I could just turn my mind off. I worry so much sometimes I make myself sick.
Im going to have a nap I have to work tonight and I am gunna fall asleep if I dont get a couple 'snores' in... lol
I didnt end up dying my hair but it is all good. My commencement was awesome I got to see all of my friends who I havent seen in a long time. It was really good to see everyone again and catch up. It was this past friday and it was 3 hours long! It was rediculous how long, honestly. Remember how i fell down the stairs? Well yeah so my butt is a bit bruised and it hurt so bad sitting in these stupid wood chairs that are older than my grandparents grandparents... it was nuts. My dad has a bad back and unfortunetly he had to go sit in the car because he couldnt take it.
Mike and I have been really rocky lately and Im not liking it. I think we are okay now weve just been fighting alot for the past couple days so its been rough on us. I bombed my Psych midterm and i was really upset about it because Ive been pulling off 80s and high 70s in that class. Anyways he was telling me maybe I shouldnt party as much and should concentrate more on my schooling. Which is crazy because I drink on the weekend and he is always drinking with me. I also studied my ass off for that midterm but i just froze.. i hate exam anxiety. I dont go out even half as much as my friends do and I really miss out on alot of them fun.. but its okay because im not here to have fun im here to get good marks in my course and continue on with my career. BUT you have to have some fun sometimes or else i would have the biggest stick up my ass and it would suck for me and for everyone around me.
We got in a big fight about it he just wants me to do well, and i want to do well but he was trying to help me by being rude and I dont need that crap. I am not in school for anyone but myself and these marks are MY marks.. that will get me to MY career... and its MY money i would be wasting if i 'partied too much'. Anyways we talked about it this morning because I was still upset about how he acted lastnight. We are okay he apologized for being mean about it (he said he wasnt proud of me) and that he knows I can do better and that I will improve it and that he IS proud of me. Which means alot to me. Because ive been working my ass off and I have been trying my best.
Anyways, I was up really late lastnight worrying about stupid shit. Sometimes I wish I could just turn my mind off. I worry so much sometimes I make myself sick.
Im going to have a nap I have to work tonight and I am gunna fall asleep if I dont get a couple 'snores' in... lol