Dec 21, 2004 22:59
You are a Dream Soul:
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
I honestly feel like I could look around and say I have not ONE TRUE friend, sure I have good friends, close ones too. But I have some that are there only when things are good, only one things are bad or only when it benefits them. Some I love to listen to but when it becomes my turn they turn there heads and deafen there ears. No one is straight up honest with me even it hurts my feelings but, is good for me. Not one person is there through thick or thin. I feel like most of my friends are What can I do for you, but I know you dont care what you could do for me. I just want ONE that I feel like I dont waste there time. Or have to be squeezed in or get the left overs. And it hurts when you know I would do anything for you but you take advantage of me. I am so sick of people who swear they have gone through the same thing you have or compare stories, I DONT WANT YOU TO COMPARE STORIES I JUST WANT YOU TO LISTEN! I am not asking for everything to be all about me...I would be the same friend I am asking of. But I am all or nothing. Ok so maybe its my fault I dont let many people in but when I feel like they dont want to listen then I shut up. I wish just one person could be like that.
P.s. dont try to humor me and post a comment saying the predictable lines like: I will be, I care, I want to be a good friend, lets talk soon....and know in truth that your far from it! I dont need a post to make me feel loved so think be for you click.