Disillusioned memories

[the_one_avatar]

I always thought that I would never die. That is, I would never die anything other than a natural middle-of-the-night-kick-the-bucket death. Then I had a dream last night. I think it comes from me watching too many explicit movies and Ebaum's World stuffs. But in reality, I am not afraid of lightning, and I actually go outside on tennis courts

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[blackeyedsu713]

That's a pretty awful dream. I've heard that trains are universal symbols of change. Hmm. I've had these dreams in which I have some kind of terminal disease or I die in the middle of a war or something, and I wake up feeling immensely grateful for being alive and feeling amazed by the precarious nature of life. But yes, disbelief of one's mortality is prevalent among young minds. I don't think I accepted the inevitability of death until I was at least 12.