Aug 08, 2007 23:39
since I've gotten my flickr up and running, I haven't been posting with text and narrative much...
so here we go:
got my first full-time, permanent job working with Youth In Focus. Starting next month. Excited for that. Here's to stability and benefits!
What else... got my new computer, and it works, and I got a nice fancy new monitor to go with it. Been working on getting my graphic design game back up.
Emotional confusion and fluctuation seems to be the norm lately. No patterns, no identifiable triggers. a bit of melancholy and longing and frustration. not all the time, but more so lately. deep wounds take a while to heal, huh? but also joy and happiness. can't forget that.
I hate cancer. let me say it again: I fucking hate cancer. symptom of a sick society and a dying planet. not enough fingers to count up the first half of this year alone. limbo right now. tomorrow's a big day. a big ass day. trying not to think about it, but when I do I'm nervous and scared.
reestablishing my base. reestablishing determination and commitment to the work, my core passion. looking forward to the last quarter of this year.
there's things you can do to increase your chances, and there's things you can do to increase you probabilities. it's a better use of your energy to increase your probabilities because that's science. chances are just that, random.
love him or hate him, kweli's right when he says fuck the harder way, I'm doin this the smarter way.