Aug 16, 2003 23:31
well today was the funeral.it was bad, real bad.brandon dident even look like himself he looked thirty years old and fat.i dont want to remember him that way at all.i have no more tears and i cant breath out of my nose.i fell like a pile of shit but today was definatly closure.i sat betwenn chelli and amber right behind the family i put a femder guitar pick in the casket it was brandons favorite brand of pick too.death is so creepy i havent smoked so many ciggarettes in a while sorry this post is scattered i cant think anyways im gonna go watch tv
-kade-