fuck

[the_odyssey]

i have been so busy the past week i havent been to work since monday.last night we went to brandons house and his mother told us that when he hung himself he had you know youre right by nirvana on repeat.so it was very upsetting because at that time thats what song we had playing on his stereo.early wensday morning anna called me at 3 am and asked if i would go to ft.myers for a ride to clear our minds so we did we got back home at 2:30 pm and went to brandons parents and ate because people have been bringing food over everyday. his mother also decided not to give his belongings away instead shes keeping his bedroom the same and leaving it as a hangout room for us kids.im gonna sleep in it tonight i rthink also today we are gonna try to get his guitar he gave to scott this major asshole so it shall be hard recieving it also we have to burn picture cds for everyone attending the funeral his mom also asked me to hang the blacklight that i gave him last week up in his room which is gonna be shitty he dident even get to use it. for everyone attending the funeral. i havent had full sleep for three days saturday is the funeral so im gonna have genesah stay here friday night.well im gonna go try to sleep.
I would never bother you
I would never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never say a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never felt failed to fail
Pain... (x3)
You know you're right (x3)

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