Jan 10, 2008 17:14
I realized, that Mel is not the kind of girl I want...or at least anymore. I've come to the conclusion its hard to find a girl I really am interested in. I mean Yeah I could go out with these girls But I don't think I'll be happy. In the last 2 days I got a 2 girl's phone numbers, which for me is a jump. I mean there cute girls and there super sweet but I don't know.
I don't rightly know what to do but I'll keep moving forward.
I just seem super depressed lately. I don't know if its cause I am down on money, Down on myself, or down about my job. I just don't feel happy.
I think I just need someone to talk, to vent in a sense...or just someone who will give me answers
On another note. I'm gonna try and quit smoking again.