May 30, 2004 19:12
Yesterday before I left I cleaned my room. I found all my letters I saved...and guess what I did. I ripped them all up. I was proud of myself. When I wanted to throw them away the first time I couldn't but now I can. Got this retard email today. *sigh* I wont even bother to tell you about it. Lets just say that that person has no idea what they are talking about and I wish I could kill them. How retard can a person get? Hopefully I will feel better when I get home. I know I'll be in deep shit but right about now all I want to be is home. I don't care for anything right now. I don't care for anyone. For that I am happy. I can say that I don't love a certain someone anymore. I have finally gotten over him. I don't know what I was thinking last night. It was the perfect night and I am glad he wasn't there. What more can I ask for. I am finally alone with myself and I have no regrets what so ever. It is time for me to move completely on and make myself happy and not anybody else. I dont care what that person says anymore. I could careless on what he thinks anymore. I don't care!!!! Woot woot >))):> <--fishy ha ha
I am not sure on what life will be like from now on and I kinda hope things go okay. I hope to find a nice guy who doesn't make me sad or someone I wont argue with. :) and someone who plays DDR!!! ha ha jk... Well I will see you little buttheads later.
<3 Aquilla