This came to me, I wasn't looking for it.
Things have changed, thank you God for bringing me out of one of the hardest points in my life. I feel extremely ready to begin a new relationship with someone who has recently come into my life. This is really the first time I'm feeling confident in a potential boyfriend, so it's a big deal for me. I havn't wanted someone this badly since forever ago. Really though, it's about time. Anyway, yeah I'm really happy. Like, can't-quit-smiling-that-cheesy-smile happy. I guess I'm going through all of that major crush nonsense, but I really like it. Errrrqefgdg. I'm ready for something great, and someone new, and I'm taking everything I've ever learned, and using it the best way I can to make this work.
postscript// his name is joey, he's 19, he's really cute and has an adorable accent, and I have way too much of a good time with him. Some nights we do absolutely nothing, and I have never once felt like it wasn't fun. I feel like we just fit, I love it. It makes so much sense to me now, but I never really thought someone could make me want to start something serious again. He makes me want to.
postscript// his name is joey, he's 19, he's really cute and has an adorable accent, and I have way too much of a good time with him. Some nights we do absolutely nothing, and I have never once felt like it wasn't fun. I feel like we just fit, I love it. It makes so much sense to me now, but I never really thought someone could make me want to start something serious again. He makes me want to.