When in doubt...
Eat.
Read one of the stories that inspires me, and has since I was a child.
Soak up a voice that gives me strength.
Remind myself that my friends rock my world.
[deep breath]
I should know better. I have backup. I have my own damned force of will.
Yes, there will be work.
Yes, I'll likely tear my hair & heart out more - how is that different from the rest of my life?
But that's it - it's my life - coloured with the blood, sweat, tears & glory that I bring it. I may die an early death because of the way I live my life, but at least, by everything I hold dear, I'll live that life until such time as whatever kills me catches me.
In the meantime? Bring it.
Read one of the stories that inspires me, and has since I was a child.
Soak up a voice that gives me strength.
Remind myself that my friends rock my world.
[deep breath]
I should know better. I have backup. I have my own damned force of will.
Yes, there will be work.
Yes, I'll likely tear my hair & heart out more - how is that different from the rest of my life?
But that's it - it's my life - coloured with the blood, sweat, tears & glory that I bring it. I may die an early death because of the way I live my life, but at least, by everything I hold dear, I'll live that life until such time as whatever kills me catches me.
In the meantime? Bring it.