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Privyet!
So, I got a really weird feeling today... basically, I was looking through a magazine for job searching/graduating senior thing/job market stuffs, and I was looking at the "Opportunities by Occupation" section. And I was like, "wha-what am I doing?! I'm looking for jobs?!" and I felt a lot older than I thought I was/am haha. So that was weird, first of all.
Second of all, I was looking at the "Communications Functions" and I kinda reminded myself how much I like dealing with art and graphics and stuff. So I'm kinda really really wishing I did a graphic design/arts minor, instead of English... or, rather, in addition to English.
But it's too late now for that.
So maybe I'll see what options are available for something like that in Grad school. I'd really love to have a job eventually that deals with writing and art, and so I'm gonna try to think of stuff that includes all that. I love getting Serenity together, because I can look at art and figure out how the words and art go together, and laying everything out onto paper makes another art/word project that I just find fascinating and fun to create.
So maybe I'll just go into magazine stuff... although I'd want to deal with the art stuff, not just writing in it... like the art design/cover design of a book!! I'd love to do that, deal with the writer and the cover artist people/person.
Oh man... I think my main problem is that I still want to do soooo many things, not just one. So I'm finding it hard to choose what I want to do 'cause I'm afraid to commit to anything, just cause I want to do everything.
This journal is a rambling one... sorry 'bout that. But yeah... hmm...
OH!!!! And I found out the mystery that is the Holt's today!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! It made me go o.O when I heard it... and explained a lot. I'm still taking my information source with a grain of salt, but a lot of what I heard makes a lot of sense haha. I'm dieing to tell Callen, and my parents, but... I might wait a lil just because I swore myself to secrecy... mwahahahaha!!!
Omg... I need to get a grip right now. I should reign my mind in and do work... but I'm enjoying my music right now, and I really want to put my posters up... so I think I'll do that and then snap into work.
Okay, that's the plan. Anyway, I'm off... see yas!!