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Honestly, today turned out to be a pretty half decent day. After I went to werk I was totally pished, and all hopped up on speed, lol. So, I felt like I was having multiple anxiety attacks, and I was all fucking nauseated and shite. lol. One of the lovely perks of taking a handful of vivirins. Not really speed, but for the amount I take, pretty damned close. So, then all this paint came in to put away, and I was all over it. lol. I got it put up in like 25 min.'s, I just totally outdid myself, once again. lmfao. So, I took a break, and jammed with some of me werk mates. It was kool.
Then, me mum showed. Which, didn't really surprise me, I kinda fucking figured she would. So, after that highly awkward, anxious situation passed...I was totally fucked off, for what I thot to be the rest of the night. After all that shite went down with "everyone" like, say, two months back, I have exempted myself from everyone, and living the fucking way I want to. Whether anyone likes it or not, and dammit, I am fucking happy. So, piss on 'em.
So, I am like all itching to go and off somebody somewhere, who knows? Lol, I was just angry, and irritated. So, I go to lunch, smoke about ten fags, and started to feel slightly relieved. About an hour passed, and I called Ryan, didn't hear from him, so I was saddened. Well, then he kulled me back, and I felt like totally 100% better about everything. My bad mood was lifted, and I felt humane again. Funny how that works, you hear from someone that you really care about, and it all goes away. No matter how bad you think you're doing. That is what I love about mates. They're here for you, and if they're not here for you, they're there for you. LMFAO. *Cheers* to Aaron on that one. He is such a beast. So, now I am knocking back a lager, and I am just fine. So, good for me. lol.
Ok, now for the info on the party me dad held fer me. It was the beast!!! And all me mates attended, good times. We all dressed up too, here is list:
Me~ Morticia Adams (lol, from a little nudging from me dad, and werk mates...) It turned out, fucking awesome.
Ryan~ Satan. lol. He is such a sexy beast.
Lealer~ Butterfly. She looked so cute, definately the sexiest butterfly I have ever seen. lmao.
Bean~ Well, he was going to dress up, but decided against it. I hear he was going to be a "sharonite," that would have been HIGH cool.
Rose~ I'm gonna say, Donna Reed, or some chic from the 40's or 50's. Excellent fucking costume.
Aaron~ Pirate. Jesus christ, I have NEVER in all of my days, ever remember seeing a costume so fucking accurate. I hate pirates, and I thot it was a fucking RAD costume!!! Apparantly, his fam was involved with the theatre and shite, so that is how he had the means...
Constancia~ Butterfly. She was hilarious, I can't express with werds...the face paint, and the eyelashes. lol. EXCELLENT.
Estuardo~ Clint Eastwood. LMFAO. He is such a fucking MEXICAN. lol. RAWK ON.
We had a REDICULOUS amount of alcohol. Seems that Bud Select, and my Signiture Blackberry Merlot, were of course, the favourites. Some of us were pretty tipsy by the end of the night, but it wore off and we saved our energy, to hang out some more. It was a great time, I have to say, the best birthday I can remember. All me mates were there, it is just the first year of my life, where I actually feel like things are going 90% perfect. Just the way I want it. So, here's to me mates...*cheers*.
PS~ When Ryan gives me the foto's I shall post them, we were the fucking beasts!!!
Late.
~Jess
Then, me mum showed. Which, didn't really surprise me, I kinda fucking figured she would. So, after that highly awkward, anxious situation passed...I was totally fucked off, for what I thot to be the rest of the night. After all that shite went down with "everyone" like, say, two months back, I have exempted myself from everyone, and living the fucking way I want to. Whether anyone likes it or not, and dammit, I am fucking happy. So, piss on 'em.
So, I am like all itching to go and off somebody somewhere, who knows? Lol, I was just angry, and irritated. So, I go to lunch, smoke about ten fags, and started to feel slightly relieved. About an hour passed, and I called Ryan, didn't hear from him, so I was saddened. Well, then he kulled me back, and I felt like totally 100% better about everything. My bad mood was lifted, and I felt humane again. Funny how that works, you hear from someone that you really care about, and it all goes away. No matter how bad you think you're doing. That is what I love about mates. They're here for you, and if they're not here for you, they're there for you. LMFAO. *Cheers* to Aaron on that one. He is such a beast. So, now I am knocking back a lager, and I am just fine. So, good for me. lol.
Ok, now for the info on the party me dad held fer me. It was the beast!!! And all me mates attended, good times. We all dressed up too, here is list:
Me~ Morticia Adams (lol, from a little nudging from me dad, and werk mates...) It turned out, fucking awesome.
Ryan~ Satan. lol. He is such a sexy beast.
Lealer~ Butterfly. She looked so cute, definately the sexiest butterfly I have ever seen. lmao.
Bean~ Well, he was going to dress up, but decided against it. I hear he was going to be a "sharonite," that would have been HIGH cool.
Rose~ I'm gonna say, Donna Reed, or some chic from the 40's or 50's. Excellent fucking costume.
Aaron~ Pirate. Jesus christ, I have NEVER in all of my days, ever remember seeing a costume so fucking accurate. I hate pirates, and I thot it was a fucking RAD costume!!! Apparantly, his fam was involved with the theatre and shite, so that is how he had the means...
Constancia~ Butterfly. She was hilarious, I can't express with werds...the face paint, and the eyelashes. lol. EXCELLENT.
Estuardo~ Clint Eastwood. LMFAO. He is such a fucking MEXICAN. lol. RAWK ON.
We had a REDICULOUS amount of alcohol. Seems that Bud Select, and my Signiture Blackberry Merlot, were of course, the favourites. Some of us were pretty tipsy by the end of the night, but it wore off and we saved our energy, to hang out some more. It was a great time, I have to say, the best birthday I can remember. All me mates were there, it is just the first year of my life, where I actually feel like things are going 90% perfect. Just the way I want it. So, here's to me mates...*cheers*.
PS~ When Ryan gives me the foto's I shall post them, we were the fucking beasts!!!
Late.
~Jess