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I have this sour taste in my mouth from work today. I am not going to get into it though, that is how bad it was. I mean, it was downright embarassing. ugh. yuck... If you want to know, ask. This information, will not be made public. lol.
Other than that, I feel rediculous. lol. I dunno why though, maybe it is just like my normal self-esteem issues. I have been really tired lately, and thinking like a football hooligan, so that would explain a lot. Plus, I am really kind of lonely. Like not in a "friendship" type of way either. Like I have lots of friends, you know. I may not have one particular person I would deem "thy best friend in the universe" like I used to, I think that is like, junior high bullshit. lfmao. Besides, I have tons of really great friends, I love all me mates, besides the obvious.
I guess what I am trying to say is, I am ready to find myself a boyfriend after all of this time of denying that I would ever do this. lol. I just have this huge fear of getting "fucked over," cos lets face it, ppl cannot be trusted, and I am a terribly paranoid individual who has underwent some shitty cercumstances...both with friends, and boyfriends. The way I figure, these kinds of things happen, they happen all of the time, and they happen to everyone. Therefore, these things cannot stop me from living like a normal person, I guess. I am just tired of living of like a fucking hermit, the majority of my life. It is burdonous and sad, I need to get over my problems and realize, my life is not that bad, and worse happens to others. Here's to a brighter day! Cheers! *raises glass*
Britannia
Other than that, I feel rediculous. lol. I dunno why though, maybe it is just like my normal self-esteem issues. I have been really tired lately, and thinking like a football hooligan, so that would explain a lot. Plus, I am really kind of lonely. Like not in a "friendship" type of way either. Like I have lots of friends, you know. I may not have one particular person I would deem "thy best friend in the universe" like I used to, I think that is like, junior high bullshit. lfmao. Besides, I have tons of really great friends, I love all me mates, besides the obvious.
I guess what I am trying to say is, I am ready to find myself a boyfriend after all of this time of denying that I would ever do this. lol. I just have this huge fear of getting "fucked over," cos lets face it, ppl cannot be trusted, and I am a terribly paranoid individual who has underwent some shitty cercumstances...both with friends, and boyfriends. The way I figure, these kinds of things happen, they happen all of the time, and they happen to everyone. Therefore, these things cannot stop me from living like a normal person, I guess. I am just tired of living of like a fucking hermit, the majority of my life. It is burdonous and sad, I need to get over my problems and realize, my life is not that bad, and worse happens to others. Here's to a brighter day! Cheers! *raises glass*
Britannia