Aug 13, 2005 12:25
I think it is safe to come out of my hole now...lol.
Just to see what is going on around here, ya know, not that I missed it at all, I had fun, drinking, and working, and being reclusive. Hell, I didn't know this much fun existed. Actually, this week pretty much sucked ass, lol.
First, the week started off like so, I call my mom, attempting one of those, "daugterly actions" you know, that makes my stomach ill, she tells me, "Yah, your Aunt's in the hospital, and she has a fucking blood clot in her lung." I was like, "woah, that is really bad man, I hope she is ok."
Then she is like, "I don't know, she might die from it, that is what they are saying." So, then I am like, WTF! When did this happen? She is like, "yesterday. Yeah, grandma is already leaving to go up to North Carolina to see her."
So, with that being said, I am fucking screaming at her, cos I am always the last to hear about everything, just fucking because, I CALLED, and PRYED it out of them.
So, couple of days go by, couple of catscans later, everythings cool, and NO BLOODCLOTS were founds, so I think everyone in my family is on fucking crack, and dramitizes everything. Wait, I already knew this. Fuck them. *shakes head* So, that was a start to pissing me the fuck off, and seriously, getting me going.
The other night, I hang out with Andrew and friends, and he says something to the effect of, "why is it that I can't find anyone normal to go out with, why are they all fucking psychopaths?" So, from across the table I gave him this cold glare and was all silent like I usually am 70% of the time now, the other 30% is when I am OBVIOUSLY fucked off about something. So, I am just going to explain this here, the reason as to why I was so fucked off, is he is going on and on about the women he "attracts" are all "psycho" and I asked him out not even two and a half weeks ago. lol. Fuck that. *shakes head* I felt pretty good, right up there with west virginia. After all the fucked up excuses I got, he said that, lol. Fuck em.
So, it has been a combination of things, I have went into social hiding, I am coming out this weekend only to play dnd. Then returning, So, if anyone wants to see me, they know where I live, and they know my number...I won't turn you down, but I won't contact anyone. I am much to pissed at the world right now, lol.
Lealer:
call me this weekend, cos i keep trying to call you, and I don't think you are getting my messages, so, i dunno. call me tho. i miss you.