haha i didn't realize i posted monday morning.

[the_nifer]

but it's been a while...and a lot has gone down. I feel like shit. I constantly feel like shit. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's this damn season...maybe it's just me. should i transfer? Daddy-o said, "well there's rutgers newark, i didn't really enjoy that either, but it's the same everywhere, same type of thing, might as well just stick it out." Yup, that's what Doctor Robert said. I called him tonight. He made me sad, I miss him and the kryssycat. The bev called this morning, i really don't like her- she's weird, she's been signing things "Love, YOUR BIRTH MOTHER". For real, what's that?
I'm icing my shin right now, I haven't run on land since monday, hopefully i can race saturday, but's it's really just been day by day lately. And it's so damn cold, why am I here? It's not happy season. I hate it.

On a lighter note, haha i got my roommate to cuddle with me last night. She was still up when i got back from downstairs, and I was cold, and we were girl talking, for the first time EVER! (weird) and so i convinced her to cuddle with me because she was burning up and I was FREEEEEEZN! and SHE said "you're either friends with boys, or you have sex with them, you just have to find that happy medium" True story actually, but it's sooooooo hard. << yet another reason i hate my life. and last night rory gilmore told a priest that she had had sex and her virtue ship had sailed a long time ago :/