im underwater

[the_newvision]

and i dont want to come back up, i constantly am on edge
this four year hike has turned into the most comfortable socail situation i have ever known.
i can see the way things are changing already and it makes me angry, i have my college application sitting to my left which is just more proof that were never coming back to where we are right now.
that scares me, i just hope i feel finished by the end of this year