Day 1: 10 Secrets
I saw that hiswifetheirmom was doing this and it looked interesting.
Day 1 - 10 secrets
This was pretty hard, because I didn't think I was that interesting enough to have secrets. Also, any secrets I came up with were sort of depressing.
10 Secrets
1. When I was doped up on meds during my last MS relapse, I had a hallucination that I was a captive woman in the middle east and had hot oil poured on me. I told my roommates about some “sillier” hallucinations, but kept this one to myself. I still have nightmares about it. It was just too real.
2. I think I may be “in love” with someone. I have refused to tell anyone, especially him, because I’m going to be moving in with him and his roommate at the end of October. I hate where I live now and NEED to move out. I’m not telling anyone for fear of screwing things up and not being able to move in with them and thus getting stuck where I am now. It’s not going to be easy to move in with him.
3. I had a pretty big fight with my brother Joe and Sister-in-law. I refuse to talk to them.
4. I don’t want to move back to Ohio...ever. I tell family members and some friends that I might, but I just don’t want to live there again. I’m a better person now.
5. Marriage weirds me out. I like the idea of it, but I don’t want to sacrifice my identity. If I do get married, I’m not sure if it will be for “love, but more like a business merger.
6. My last MS relapse was worse and more damaging than I made it sound. I didn’t want people to worry. My memory and mental cognition were severely damaged.
7. I have contemplated suicide before, but am not selfish enough to make my brothers go through that. They’ve already buried my parents.
8. I write..a lot, but don’t want to share the stories I have written.
9. I used to be a pill popper. I’d take my father’s leftover oxycoton or mom’s muscle relaxers. I won’t take muscle relaxers for my MS, because I don’t want to risk getting addicted.
10. I talk to myself. A lot. It’s borderline crazy.
Day 1 - 10 secrets
This was pretty hard, because I didn't think I was that interesting enough to have secrets. Also, any secrets I came up with were sort of depressing.
10 Secrets
1. When I was doped up on meds during my last MS relapse, I had a hallucination that I was a captive woman in the middle east and had hot oil poured on me. I told my roommates about some “sillier” hallucinations, but kept this one to myself. I still have nightmares about it. It was just too real.
2. I think I may be “in love” with someone. I have refused to tell anyone, especially him, because I’m going to be moving in with him and his roommate at the end of October. I hate where I live now and NEED to move out. I’m not telling anyone for fear of screwing things up and not being able to move in with them and thus getting stuck where I am now. It’s not going to be easy to move in with him.
3. I had a pretty big fight with my brother Joe and Sister-in-law. I refuse to talk to them.
4. I don’t want to move back to Ohio...ever. I tell family members and some friends that I might, but I just don’t want to live there again. I’m a better person now.
5. Marriage weirds me out. I like the idea of it, but I don’t want to sacrifice my identity. If I do get married, I’m not sure if it will be for “love, but more like a business merger.
6. My last MS relapse was worse and more damaging than I made it sound. I didn’t want people to worry. My memory and mental cognition were severely damaged.
7. I have contemplated suicide before, but am not selfish enough to make my brothers go through that. They’ve already buried my parents.
8. I write..a lot, but don’t want to share the stories I have written.
9. I used to be a pill popper. I’d take my father’s leftover oxycoton or mom’s muscle relaxers. I won’t take muscle relaxers for my MS, because I don’t want to risk getting addicted.
10. I talk to myself. A lot. It’s borderline crazy.