V Day 06
Mike surprised me by coming down to see me today. I didn't expect this because he currently was two jobs and works day AND night. So when I left work, I was going to head to my brother to have dinner before picking up Ploy so Mike had to let the secret out and told me to come home. We got into a heated argument late last week and didn't see each other the whole entire weekend. I was really sad and upset so I was super happy when I found out he was at home waiting for me. He brought me some roses and a brand new headphone for my ipod. He knew that mine was broken. I got him a new cell phone charger and a pair of True Religion Cords.
Earlier today, I got a huge bouquet of roses delivered to me at work. Totally didn't expect this and found out that it was from Wally. I know Wally still has feelings for me. I was worried because I didn't want Mike to see it when I get home so I asked my friend/neighbor to open his door to wait for me. I ran upstairs and pretty much threw the flowers inside just as Mike opened my door to greet me. It was a close call. But I know it would hurt Mike if he sees it so I had to do what I had to do.
Not seeing Mike after the argument made me realized how much I love, respect, and adore this. The argument started because I was being such a bitch to him and I said a lot of things purely out of anger. I hurt Mike's feelings and I vowed never to do that again. Mike once told me that the first thing that attracted me to him is my independence and admired my strength. However, it scares him at the same time because he thinks that if we ever break up, he knows that I would never look back because I don't need him. After a lot of thought over the weekend, I realized that I need him in my life. His strength, his kindness, respects, and maturity is what I love most. I got a glimpse of what life would be like without him and I don't think I want to go through that again. I'm glad he gave me a second chance and that our love is strong enough to overcome this obstacle.
Earlier today, I got a huge bouquet of roses delivered to me at work. Totally didn't expect this and found out that it was from Wally. I know Wally still has feelings for me. I was worried because I didn't want Mike to see it when I get home so I asked my friend/neighbor to open his door to wait for me. I ran upstairs and pretty much threw the flowers inside just as Mike opened my door to greet me. It was a close call. But I know it would hurt Mike if he sees it so I had to do what I had to do.
Not seeing Mike after the argument made me realized how much I love, respect, and adore this. The argument started because I was being such a bitch to him and I said a lot of things purely out of anger. I hurt Mike's feelings and I vowed never to do that again. Mike once told me that the first thing that attracted me to him is my independence and admired my strength. However, it scares him at the same time because he thinks that if we ever break up, he knows that I would never look back because I don't need him. After a lot of thought over the weekend, I realized that I need him in my life. His strength, his kindness, respects, and maturity is what I love most. I got a glimpse of what life would be like without him and I don't think I want to go through that again. I'm glad he gave me a second chance and that our love is strong enough to overcome this obstacle.