Jun 06, 2005 17:50
Last nite i was def feeling nostalgic. My computer was acting like a freakin lunatic and it would only let me check my email and IM people. I couldnt go to any websites which kinda stunk but since i was bored i decided to read all these old emails that i saved from when i was 14 and 15. I had emails from people in there and those surveys that i filled out about myself. It was so cool! i was cracking up cause it was hilarious to read some of the stuff that i wrote back then. I was a completely different person! My likes and dislikes were diff and even the way i expressed myself seems so young. I had some good laughs from some inside jokes that i had long forgotten. I also found all these really cool quotes that i had put in an email. Here they are...
Finding out that we weren't meant for each other doesn't make me bitter or cynical about love, but it makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.
Tears are words that the heart cannot say.
You don't love a girl because she's beautiful; she's beautiful because you love her.
Everyone says that you only fall in love once but that's not true, because every time I hear your voice I fall in love with you all over again.
Last time my heart was broken I thought I was through
I swore I would never love again and believed it was true
Then you walked into my life and the second your eyes met mine
I knew you were worth it one last time.
Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest, and feels the strongest.
Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because then I might do something crazy, like believe it.
Why do we always love the ones who hurt us, and hurt the ones who love us?
God will bring you a guy who would stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Don't ever cry over someone who wouldn't cry over you.
When you love someone, put their name in a circle, not a heart, because hearts break but circles go on forever.
And last but not least, my favorite:
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the only One who is will never make you cry.
So yeah... Also it was interesting to see who i considered my closest friends back then. Some i still am friends with, but there were some that i dont even talk to anymore. Kinda sad...
Im definitely waiting for the exciting part of summer to begin. Im still in the beginning phase where i have nothing to do. Its weird because i have so many cool things that are gonna be happening this summer-exciting things that i've never done before, but they're all coming soon. None of them are right now, at this very moment TODAY. So in the meantime, i'm just trying to find stuff to do, LOL. I really want to see the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. This week we have the youth takeover, though, and that's gonna be awesome! I'm so excited. It's been about a year since we last took over the sanctuary and did a youth service. The worship team is singing Indescribable, Beautiful One, Yesterday Today and Forever, All For You, and How Great Is Our God. I get to sing All For You at the second service!! I'm so excited. I love singing that song. The takeover should be really fun. I remember last takeover, afterwards a bunch of us went and saw Princess Diaries 2, LOL.
I had SAT's last Sat. I saw Alana and Hannah and Jack at the school i took it at. Alana was in my room, and i think Jack was down the hall. There were so many people there! Oh my goodness, it seemed like the entire school was full. Some of my friends who took it at other schools said that they had like 1 hallway full and that was it. There were hundreds of kids where i took it.
Anywho, i'm about out of things to say, LOL. Sooo... im gonna go