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tuesdaymarchthe27thdiningroom1012AM
here we go again
k so
yesterday was school
easy going for the most part
English society meeting went well
got a lot of stuff done
before that i talked to diana a little bit outside
bitchin' about talbot mwaahaha
after that i went and ate first with garrity then i saw
sharron and went over and sat with her and tyler
and i got a fruit cup which was good
and then history
the whole video game scenario was retarded
so we got let out early
then i had my advisor appt with patricia buchanan
she helped me out alot
she said that if i play my cards right i could graduate Fall '09
CRAZY!
and i could get a dual certification--in english and history
because of the credits they gave me for my European History AP test
woo
then i came home and watched very funny youtube vids with shannon
k so i know i don't like to rant in this but
i feel it's time to do so
if you don't want to see me bitch, don't read the next part
RANTRANTRANTRANTRANT
i've lost faith in men. but only because for a month this boy called me hun and held my hand and made me feel special. he wrote me poetry and made me laugh and vice versa. and suddenly i'm cut out and dropped to the floor like i'm nothing--scrap. i don't know what the story is, and trust me i tried to contact him about it. all i have left is to assume and you know how that always goes. but i mean really. if you want to break up with someone or anything YOU FUCKING TELL THEM not cut them out and leave them floundering wondering if you're all right at first and then find out that you blocked them--it isn't a pretty picture. i mean really it isn't too hard to just tell me the truth--guaranteed i'll be less mad (maybe not but my mind will be more at ease). seriously this extra callous on my heart could've been prevented if he just TALKED to me. gawd. i have the SHITTIEST luck with men, really. ronald seems to be the only good one and even that relationship had it's big faults. richard was ok--but he's in a category all in his own and won't e ven talk to me. and jordan is psychotic. and derek---well derek's a girl now. i think i need a break from men. seriously. i think i need to just stop. regather my wits and concentrate on the last month of the semester and best buy and juggling all that. s'gonna be tough. but i plan to do it.
ENDRANTENDRANTENDRANTENDRANT
k all done
today i have to finish the decameron, prob work on some spanish
and play that retarded videogame for history
maybe other stuff too
like start my fucking research!
ugh
&end.
here we go again
k so
yesterday was school
easy going for the most part
English society meeting went well
got a lot of stuff done
before that i talked to diana a little bit outside
bitchin' about talbot mwaahaha
after that i went and ate first with garrity then i saw
sharron and went over and sat with her and tyler
and i got a fruit cup which was good
and then history
the whole video game scenario was retarded
so we got let out early
then i had my advisor appt with patricia buchanan
she helped me out alot
she said that if i play my cards right i could graduate Fall '09
CRAZY!
and i could get a dual certification--in english and history
because of the credits they gave me for my European History AP test
woo
then i came home and watched very funny youtube vids with shannon
k so i know i don't like to rant in this but
i feel it's time to do so
if you don't want to see me bitch, don't read the next part
RANTRANTRANTRANTRANT
i've lost faith in men. but only because for a month this boy called me hun and held my hand and made me feel special. he wrote me poetry and made me laugh and vice versa. and suddenly i'm cut out and dropped to the floor like i'm nothing--scrap. i don't know what the story is, and trust me i tried to contact him about it. all i have left is to assume and you know how that always goes. but i mean really. if you want to break up with someone or anything YOU FUCKING TELL THEM not cut them out and leave them floundering wondering if you're all right at first and then find out that you blocked them--it isn't a pretty picture. i mean really it isn't too hard to just tell me the truth--guaranteed i'll be less mad (maybe not but my mind will be more at ease). seriously this extra callous on my heart could've been prevented if he just TALKED to me. gawd. i have the SHITTIEST luck with men, really. ronald seems to be the only good one and even that relationship had it's big faults. richard was ok--but he's in a category all in his own and won't e ven talk to me. and jordan is psychotic. and derek---well derek's a girl now. i think i need a break from men. seriously. i think i need to just stop. regather my wits and concentrate on the last month of the semester and best buy and juggling all that. s'gonna be tough. but i plan to do it.
ENDRANTENDRANTENDRANTENDRANT
k all done
today i have to finish the decameron, prob work on some spanish
and play that retarded videogame for history
maybe other stuff too
like start my fucking research!
ugh
&end.