The Beast Within
With work as it is, Sometimes I have some free time to let my mind wonder. Some of the thoughts go back to Vampire, and my character Ralph and some of his exploits. Sure some of them were gruesome and were considered by some to be a tad bit excessive. Like blowing the brains out of a little handicap girl with a magnum after she was used as a medium to violate my mind. See, as I was picturing it, it was all like a movie, with me saying a cool one-liner as i pull the trigger and blood comes rushing out of the back of the head, slattering the wall, as she falls limp to the floor. With the smoke coming off the barrel, I quicklyput it back in my holster like Ocelot and spit on the corpse. Now that would of been cool, and I bet if it was in a movie, most people would of been drooling all over it. Or another time when i pretended to be dead because I was arrested because 3 bodies were found in my apartment, most butally massacared. Then two of my comrades come in, with one saying, "Let him live" or something like that and flinging my naked body across the morgue, hitting the wall, with me coming out from my pretend dead state and then forcing 4 more people to sleep, then stealing a black heavy weight cop's uniform and car and booking it out. Ah, that was fun. It gives people a chance to do things they would want to do, but in a normal setting cant. I choose Vampire as an outlet to let my inner demons out and do the things I want to do but cant. Does that mean i want to kill handicap people, no, but if someone deserved it, then yes. In the words of SLJ, "Yes, They deserved to die, I hoped the burn in hell." Thus says my beast.