today didnt feel like a mondayy

[the_names_megan]

so im writing in here again, because i haven't in a long time.

so i just started talking to some people that i haven't tlaked to in a long timee,
and its really nice to talk to them agian. i hate it when good relationships just go bad, and kind of disapear like you never even met, and you feel like you just dont know them anymore so you have to start all over again. and i hate the fact that its never going to be as good as it use to be, it just wont be the same, just because of what happened in the pastt. sometimes i wish i had a time machine ya know? and just go back in the past and fix all of the stupid immature dumb things that i have done; yet then again if i did fix those thingss, then maybe my life wouldnt be the same. and i think that my life is good where it is(although i am missing that special someone, which is specially nice to have around the holiday season, ehh), and the things that i have screwed up with in the past can make my future just that much better. but anyways just wanted to vent. . .

today was good, although it felt like a tuesdayy. but who really knows how a monday is suppose to feel, or even a tuesday for that matter?!