Dec 04, 2006 18:00
rreeewinddd
Mexico over thanksgiving was...well, more fun than i've had in such a long time.
i spent most of my time with my brother
as well as the Malenfant family, the six other guys Taylor brought down, and all of their families.
It was a ridiculous good time.
Me being the only gril in a group of six pretty good looking guys? I was in heaven. :)
And even better yet, i've still kept in touch with every single one of them, and have hung out with them since then.
It's amazing how well you get to know a person by spending six consecutive days with them.
They are all so amazing, and i'm so glad i was able to meet them.
Especially one :)
Everything has been moving so quickly. I don't know where this year has gone to.
So much has changed, i can't even remember what used to be.
I don't mind it though, i can honestly say i genuinely like everything that is going on.
Sure, i suffer some road blocks, but what good journey doesn't?
I'm enjoying my life. I'm living it to its potential.
I've stopped caring (so much) about what other people think about me.
I don't see the point in stressing myself out so much about if someone who, in the end, i won't even remember.
I'm happy for my friends. They are all so full of life and joy because of their "Significant Others" its sort of sickening to watch sometimes.
But i wouldn't have it any other way.
It's interesting to be on the sidelines of all these relationships,
i wonder when i'll actually be in the game.
I can't wait.
The other day, someone said something that troubled me a bit. He said that "Some people still have morals..Maybe you should take notes from them."
Implying i dont have any morals.
I was so angry and so hurt, i wanted to go right to his house and smack him smart across the face.
I don't know how to take that, especially because i believed he was a person that i could consider a friend.
But i live my life how i see fit. If he doesn't see it that way, that's his problem.
But calling me immoral? that was just out of line.
Oh goodness.
I'm happy :)
And for once, it's not even offset by something.
I just..am.