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The fact that i'm very indecisive has started to bother me more than usual. I always thought I was DECISIVE. without the prefix "in". damn.
ive hurt too many people in my lifetime.
I hurt too many good guys.
It sucks.
And i dont mean any of that as "ohh soo many good guys like me." Cause thats not it in the slightest. Just the ones that do, well, they are amazing guys.
I just never "feel it".
maybe i overexaggerate this whole "feel it" ordeal. Maybe its an acquired thing.
I felt it once.
Maybe thats lust.
But maybe not.
I dont know, feelings are too big to form into 11 letter words ( at max)
infatuation= the eleven letter word.
k great.
so my brother is getting a tattoo.
good story lex.
I leave for M E X I CO on tuesday. and i come back the next monday I cannotttttt wait.
A whole bunch of my guy friends will be there at the same time, so i'll basically be with them the whole time.
and my family..when i feel like it.
hopefully ill be a very happy girl every day i'm there. ;]
and hey, its thanksgiving. neaaaaaaaaaaat
i had to get an ultrasound today.
i wonder how many times people asked if i was pregnant?
no, i'm not pregnant. i just have really bad stomach pains and i'm trying to find out what it is.
i'll let you know.
um hum what else. oh my friends are sort of lame. very big shit talkers. want to slap some very hard across the face.
i miss camp. i miss the people.
my dad comes home today and the first thing he says to me: " WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU ACADEMICALLY?!"
with five papers in his hands in Edline. which basically is a website that helps our parents be on our asses just that much more.
so i explained everything to him, and he realizes im okay.
and then he asks how my day was.
thanks daddy dearest.
i want college. now.
im seeing my twin tomorrow hopefully. i miss her, and my second brother. nick refuses to hang out with us cause of her. damn relationships.
SATURDAY SHOULD BE AMAZING. reunion of the four sca rebels.
ps kinsey i will call you. just remember not to plan anything for saturday night. and find out your curfew. k? great
anywho i think thats it? my life is boring. and im getting fat again, joy.
okay wonderful. adios.
ive hurt too many people in my lifetime.
I hurt too many good guys.
It sucks.
And i dont mean any of that as "ohh soo many good guys like me." Cause thats not it in the slightest. Just the ones that do, well, they are amazing guys.
I just never "feel it".
maybe i overexaggerate this whole "feel it" ordeal. Maybe its an acquired thing.
I felt it once.
Maybe thats lust.
But maybe not.
I dont know, feelings are too big to form into 11 letter words ( at max)
infatuation= the eleven letter word.
k great.
so my brother is getting a tattoo.
good story lex.
I leave for M E X I CO on tuesday. and i come back the next monday I cannotttttt wait.
A whole bunch of my guy friends will be there at the same time, so i'll basically be with them the whole time.
and my family..when i feel like it.
hopefully ill be a very happy girl every day i'm there. ;]
and hey, its thanksgiving. neaaaaaaaaaaat
i had to get an ultrasound today.
i wonder how many times people asked if i was pregnant?
no, i'm not pregnant. i just have really bad stomach pains and i'm trying to find out what it is.
i'll let you know.
um hum what else. oh my friends are sort of lame. very big shit talkers. want to slap some very hard across the face.
i miss camp. i miss the people.
my dad comes home today and the first thing he says to me: " WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU ACADEMICALLY?!"
with five papers in his hands in Edline. which basically is a website that helps our parents be on our asses just that much more.
so i explained everything to him, and he realizes im okay.
and then he asks how my day was.
thanks daddy dearest.
i want college. now.
im seeing my twin tomorrow hopefully. i miss her, and my second brother. nick refuses to hang out with us cause of her. damn relationships.
SATURDAY SHOULD BE AMAZING. reunion of the four sca rebels.
ps kinsey i will call you. just remember not to plan anything for saturday night. and find out your curfew. k? great
anywho i think thats it? my life is boring. and im getting fat again, joy.
okay wonderful. adios.